Alright, no more pity parties.
Having a journal really does help I guess. Writing out your feelings, frustrations, and experiences and people actually responding to them.
Ain't the net great? I mean, I feel utterly friendless these days, like girlfriendless. I suppose this may sound strange, but I feel weird around girls. I for some reason I feel more comfortable around guys. I just feel too much of a competition thing, or snootiness, or something down here in the south, that I can't stand about women. They're stupid and annoying sometimes and it's aggravating that I can't find cool people to hang out with. . .or do I just enjoy being alone and miserable?
uhhhh . . .why would anyone be masochistic enough to enjoy wallowing in their misery and loneliness. . .that is of course unless I were an artist or writer and I could just do this shit all day! Or a goth. . .hey, but at least they hang out with people and go out looking depressed!
Having a journal really does help I guess. Writing out your feelings, frustrations, and experiences and people actually responding to them.
Ain't the net great? I mean, I feel utterly friendless these days, like girlfriendless. I suppose this may sound strange, but I feel weird around girls. I for some reason I feel more comfortable around guys. I just feel too much of a competition thing, or snootiness, or something down here in the south, that I can't stand about women. They're stupid and annoying sometimes and it's aggravating that I can't find cool people to hang out with. . .or do I just enjoy being alone and miserable?
uhhhh . . .why would anyone be masochistic enough to enjoy wallowing in their misery and loneliness. . .that is of course unless I were an artist or writer and I could just do this shit all day! Or a goth. . .hey, but at least they hang out with people and go out looking depressed!
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chin up
we will attend the Boston Tea Party Arm in ARm!
Cheer will pour forth from our metaphorical tea boxes, thrown over the side of the metaphorical british ship of depression....
crazy...
who's crazy?
not me
not me!
and i can totally sympathize with you about the girls thing. i love women. but i don't like females who play an expected role, or seem to be playing up to some sort of established role, exhibiting symptoms like incessant giggling, kow-towing to men, and backstabbing other girls... plus a number of other things. ( believe me, i'm surrounded by an entire society of women taught to be that way. you know?) it's tough to find a female community of friends that does not espouse that distasteful cross-section of culture. but i think maybe you're in the right place here.
listen to some bjork, yo. she always cheers me up.