Long night, Karaoke and a few friends saying good bye.
The friend that is leaving sang that mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, crash test dummies song and totally floored me with her rendition of it. I would pay a few dollars to see that again. It was the highlight of the evening for me.
I did alot of sitting outside, trying to avoid the noise and lights. As I was sitting outside I started to think about what I was doing there and what my life has become since I have been single.
Its funny that I dont really feel much different, I do miss My ex very much and I think about her all the time but I also just want to move on and forget. I want to be alone and I want to be with someone. I want to be happy but I feel uneasy about persuing that happiness. I want to be left alone but I make sure that my phones stay charged just in case. Its a shitty feeling that I am not used to.
Eventually I went back inside and I got past what I was thinking about and just enjoyed myself. Afterall tonight wasnt about me it was a fairwell party.
So with that said, I bid you fair well. I hope to see you again.
The friend that is leaving sang that mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, crash test dummies song and totally floored me with her rendition of it. I would pay a few dollars to see that again. It was the highlight of the evening for me.
I did alot of sitting outside, trying to avoid the noise and lights. As I was sitting outside I started to think about what I was doing there and what my life has become since I have been single.
Its funny that I dont really feel much different, I do miss My ex very much and I think about her all the time but I also just want to move on and forget. I want to be alone and I want to be with someone. I want to be happy but I feel uneasy about persuing that happiness. I want to be left alone but I make sure that my phones stay charged just in case. Its a shitty feeling that I am not used to.
Eventually I went back inside and I got past what I was thinking about and just enjoyed myself. Afterall tonight wasnt about me it was a fairwell party.
So with that said, I bid you fair well. I hope to see you again.