So....Today, for the first time in over ten years, I truly feel single. I had dedicated my life to supporting and developing others. Now it has to be myself that I spend the energy on. I'm not quite sure how to handle that. I will listen to those I reach out to. They tell me to let things settle. Define my own space before searching. And really, by not searching, find something without looking.
This will be very hard for me. I'm very proactive. I guess that gives with one hand and takes with the other. So, a shot of Jamison and a cigar and let it be.