People have walked away from me my whole life and I was always the one who chased them to try and keep them in my life. My father never being around and not really wanting much to do with me seems to me like the root of this issue. When he disowned me and pretty much walked away after wiping his hands, it hurt and I tried my hardest to reestablish a connection with him. Over 2 years of me attempting to fix something that I never broke, and it was just pointless in the long run.
Since I have moved and have gotten to make myself a better person, I have been able to focus on things like this to realize what I need to change about myself. I no longer will be chasing people that leave me on their own accord. I have no reason to chase when I will still be here waiting for you to return. If you choose not to return that is your own choice, I just want to say goodbye in advance.