I wonder if ill ever figure out what i want in life. There are so many options and it overwhelms me. My life can go whichever way i choose now, without having to worry about which way anybody else wants it to go or how it would affect another persons life. I should be exstatic but... im not. What the fuck? I always believed that...
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tickxtock:
allo allo. I'm not all that bugged by the whole "hap" with my friend and I. It all kinda fell apart at the end. Ended up that those two girls were just flakes. It saved me some trouble. But yea, it's never fun getting your hopes up then knocked right out of your mouth. The last few days I've been racking my brain for the point in my life and what not. That should answer you question of where I've been. I've been locked up in my room working on new songs in the hopes that I'll have something ready by the tyme theSTART has there stuff done. I'm hopping that I'll have enough good material so I can open up for them or even play that small secreat show for them I was supposed to do about half a year ago. But yea. Thats bout it.
mistressrory:
I totally agree with you. I love this feeling too. Tomorrow is gonna be great I think. There was so much that we missed in eachothers lives. I didn't realize how much of a huge part of my life he always was. We were together for 3 years. I feel like its going to be a new beginning for the 2 of us. Even though I have hurt him pretty badly in the past he is still willing to put it behind him and try again. 
School has got me all kinds of busy. Seems like everything catches up with you at the last minute. It doesnt matter how on top of things i stay everything creeps up on you the last few weeks of the semester . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh stress out time. Its just no fun. 
but.... i only have one more semester and then im freee to do whatever the...
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mistressrory:
aww thanks...you should upload pics!
jasonxstar:
that means party,party,PARTY! hehe anyways so i guess im not going to see you soon then huh?
bigg hugs
GPK
bigg hugs
GPK
ok so i need to update once again.
Im done , im done, im done.
to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im done , im done, im done.
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applerecords1251:
I am in school for xray right now. I plan on continuing to move up the medical ladder, but this is a nice first step.
codemonkeym:
No, no, come back here! We weren't done yet. 
Wow. The past few weeks have been pretty tough for me. I have experienced so many emotions my brain didnt even know what was going on. Finally i am thinking much clearer. whew kinda scared me a lil. Not completely clear but i feel myself calming down a bit. I actually feel like eating again and my usual "I luv to sleep" mentality is slowly...
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bean:
Actually, I was thinking of hitting up the Burgundy Room tonight, but I'll wait to see what everyone else is up to. I'll probably be home around 10-ish, but I'll give you a call and let you know what I'm up to either way.
Don't worry, everything really will work out.
Don't worry, everything really will work out. 
themadking:
I hate being the DD. It makes me all mopey, and then I'm no fun. I'm very little fun, anyway, especially since I hate clubs, but being the DD makes me extra-not-fun.
what doesnt kill us will only make us stronger.................................................................................right? 
what doesnt kill us makes us depressed!!! blah!!!
what doesnt kill us makes us depressed!!! blah!!!
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bean:
You guys are coming out this week right? ...because LTrain & I missed you two last week.
I am at a loss for words....
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shal:
December sometime. You can help me celebrate my birthday!
faelynia:
sorry to hear about the end.
where you choose to go from here, is all up to you.
where you choose to go from here, is all up to you.
I feel wierd today. It never fails, this time of year makes my mind go all kinds of crazy. I cant figure it out.
I do know that I have a lot on my mind so maybe thats why dont feel so comfortable in my own skin lately. This needs to go away though. BLAH!!!
I think part of this wierd feeling come from:
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I do know that I have a lot on my mind so maybe thats why dont feel so comfortable in my own skin lately. This needs to go away though. BLAH!!!
I think part of this wierd feeling come from:
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rawr_ima_monster:
sleep is for the lame and boring.
-oh dear god I wish I was lame.
Dave
-oh dear god I wish I was lame.
Dave
shal:
The present I bought yesterday is something fun to play with. 
I dont know about u but my halloween sucked. Im not even gonna bother writing about it cuz im trying to forget all about it. Well i guess the last half of the night was better but technically it wasnt even halloween anymore once we reached our second destination. All i gotta say is ninjastar on the drums made my entire evening 
Im stressing about...
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jasonxstar:
Ohh you double poster..grrrrrrrrr heheh so yah when are you girls going to come up here and cover me with licks and kisses?this month?well tell ninja much love and to call me ya know...
love ya kiki
GPK
love ya kiki
GPK
Don't you hate it when you have this feeling about something and you know what you're thinking is right on.... but you question yourself? Every time i question what i feel about something or somebody it's always something i dont really want to be true. People really cant be as evil as i think they are?! I've sworn to myself time and time again to...
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trilo 
missexit3:
I relate too well to the over analyzation of things. Unfortionately the thing that keeps me most sane is to not think about it. I realize that is a terrible thing to suggest to another person. But I've found recently it's what works for me.
I used to obsess over things in my head that i had absolutely no control over. and decided i didn't want to spend the majority of my time frustrated anymore.
It's not that i don't care anymore...i just notice when i'm acting a little crazey about something, and decide if it's important enough to continue wearing myself out...or if i need to stop.
Oh, and there is no way to stop the questioning of yourself. I do exactly the same thing. I start to think of something, than of every possibility, how i could be wrong or right. but never come to a conclusion...just keep things up in the air. I've decided it's because no one know whats really true, just what they want it to be. And i guess in conclusion that's what it has to be. what you want it to. how fucked huh?
good luck anyways...oh and if you figure anything out...be sure to let me know, yes?
I used to obsess over things in my head that i had absolutely no control over. and decided i didn't want to spend the majority of my time frustrated anymore.
It's not that i don't care anymore...i just notice when i'm acting a little crazey about something, and decide if it's important enough to continue wearing myself out...or if i need to stop.
Oh, and there is no way to stop the questioning of yourself. I do exactly the same thing. I start to think of something, than of every possibility, how i could be wrong or right. but never come to a conclusion...just keep things up in the air. I've decided it's because no one know whats really true, just what they want it to be. And i guess in conclusion that's what it has to be. what you want it to. how fucked huh?
good luck anyways...oh and if you figure anything out...be sure to let me know, yes?
I saw Lost In Translation the other day with Ninja. It was such a good movie. You all should check it out. I got so much out of it but mostly it made me realize how much people settle and get comfortable when in all actuallity they are so unhappy with their lives -especially the person they chose to spend their time with. All i...
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jasonxstar:
sorry to hear your not feeling good, but yeah it would be great to see you and ninja as well, i never heard of peaches are they good?
hugs
GPK
but yeah it would be great to see you and ninja as well, i never heard of peaches are they good?
hugs
GPK
bean:
Thanks. Tonight I have class, but afterward I'm totally up for doing something with you guys. I'll give you a call when I get out.
Thanks. Tonight I have class, but afterward I'm totally up for doing something with you guys. I'll give you a call when I get out.