Last Saturday I had the absolute HONOUR to be the FIRST ONE to wrestle a true Deathmatch superstar here in germany: BIG fuckin JOE! And what can I say but only the best about him? It was a blast from picking him up at the airport to bringing him back there. The match was fuckin funny as hell, at least we enjoyed beating the living...
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Well... yesterday I turned 42... Some may say it is the answer to all questions in the universe, some say they're old as fuck and I didn't even think I would live to this day because of reasons.
And as I have no friends anymore or the people who might do stupid things with me are too far away/only exist in my mind/don't even know...
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Hey there lovely, maybe crazy people!
I have the fuckin awesome possibility to go to England in about two weeks (primarily because of my work) and of course I laid the time to be there so that I could go to see some wrestling and as of now be a part of one the fuckin coolest wrestling companies in all of Europe! RISE: Underground Pro...
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...when I said I would love you forever and you thought it would only last as long as we were together?
These words from Bloodywood's song "Yaad" are always in my head and every damn day I think about the love of my life! My heart broke when my love Sheila passed away almost three years ago and this song captures the essence of how...
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Fun question, but maybe somebody knows someone who knows a girl interested in creepy bastards like me? Nah, just kidding, I'm not creepy, just fucked up, haha.
But which of my personalities would be likely to get a date? What do you lovely people think?
The ring announcer with the big belly? Looks like a fine gentleman, but says weird things. :)
Or the creepy
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I started playing this stupid game and I finished it already multiple times, sometimes even in one day.
But I haven't gotten any reward yet! Can anybody help me to understand this? Am I doing something wrong?
Right now that is the only take I can have on "dating". It's just funny how superficial people are, although it should make me sad. But, I somehow
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Today I realised (probably once again, but I am old and forget a lot ;) ) that the longest relationship I ever had was with my sweet furry angel (may she run free and happy) Sheila.
It's strange, but (apart of my family, of course) there are only maybe a dozen humans I have known for a longer time and probably only a hand full
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I know, nobody (or none of my acquaintances) give a fuck about my life or my mental health and especially nobody gives any fuck about my not existing "love life". This year pretty much everything is fucked up and several weeks ago I made the mistake to once again give it a try and open myself up to a woman I know and unfortunately felt...
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Today I received a great little package in the mail from the US from Eibon Press.
It's a bundle I ordered some time ago of a special edition of the comic book "Bottomfeeder" to which Dave Neabore from my first ever favourite band "Dog Eat Dog" has contributed the soundtrack.
I also got the soundtrack to the comic book "Zombie" to which Dave has also...
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... but sometimes I tend to think it's a bit of a pitty the weapon laws are so strict. Otherwise i would have already organised a gun and shot myself. No, sadly, I'm not joking... On the other hand it's (sometimes) an advantage you can't just go into a store and buy a lethal weapon. Still with the whole situation worldwide and in my miserable...
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