Yay....happy depressed Brad day everyone!
I'm not going to get into the specifics of what's making me feel like shit today but I'll tell you it's something new! Real fucking new.
And it sucks ass cuz it directly involves the one person that I could always talk to about anything. But not this time.
I'm just so sick of the same shit everytime.
As lame as it sounds, all I really want is for someone to care about me the way that I care about people. I don't really even know what to say other than I'm depressed today. I'm feeling hurt, lied to, misled, unimportant and to top it all off, I feel like a piece of meat (which normally I'm fine with, but this time I was led to believe I was more than that...)
And now I really don't know what to do, so I'm just going to avoid the world for a while.
Toodles.
I'm not going to get into the specifics of what's making me feel like shit today but I'll tell you it's something new! Real fucking new.
And it sucks ass cuz it directly involves the one person that I could always talk to about anything. But not this time.
I'm just so sick of the same shit everytime.
As lame as it sounds, all I really want is for someone to care about me the way that I care about people. I don't really even know what to say other than I'm depressed today. I'm feeling hurt, lied to, misled, unimportant and to top it all off, I feel like a piece of meat (which normally I'm fine with, but this time I was led to believe I was more than that...)
And now I really don't know what to do, so I'm just going to avoid the world for a while.
Toodles.
I'm so sorry to hear your going through such sucky times
Big hugs for you.
You are such an amazing guy and one of my most favorite people...
I hope that you were able to enjoy your new years eve
and please remember that if you need someone to talk to I'm here!