I've avoided interacting with others here and even posting anything personal for a while. I felt it wasn't appropriate with what's been going on in my life, felt it wouldn't be a good place to put it down as its not been positive in any way. The good parts in life being very few and far between and way too short, just a fleeting moment or two.
I'm done with that. I'm done being quiet and sitting in my own corner, not living beyond just surviving. I'm done waiting. Done waiting for happiness to find me for just a second or two out of the day. I am done waiting for life to say, "It's safe to come out now." Done waiting for silence to motion to me that its my time to speak up.
Today, I step back into the world to find my place on my own instead of just waiting to be shown it. Today, I take the reins of my own life in my own hands and say "I've got this now." Today, I find my own voice and say what I have to. Today, I become me again.