I've cried so much today, more than I can recall ever crying in one setting. I recently reconnected with an ex from my earlier school days. We've been talking nearly every day for several months now. Sometimes twice a day. Today, I said "fuck it" and started baring my heart to her. Bless her heart, she listened to me blubber on as I let out the crap I've held in for decades, including how I felt when we broke up (due to her moving) over 25 years ago. And this gal has stayed metaphorically by my side through out an hour long cry session. I don't know what I've done to deserve this kind of support from an angel like her (she'll tell you otherwise but I know better) but I am grateful for it none-the-less. I feel so much better letting it out finally and for having someone understanding to talk me through it even though it was over the phone.
shalil:
That's so sweet 💗
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