Roller coaster.
Why do people continue to ride a ride that only makes them sick? I love my best friend. I stand back and watch her get crushed, thrown out, dragged back in and the vicious cycle repeats itself. There comes a time where I just can't stand to watch it happen anymore - living in the gray area. Like the pirate ship that goes back and forth between satisfying relationship and utterly chaotic break-up fights. There are only so many fights I can take. I know that she can do whatever she pleases but I don't enjoy being dragged along for the ride.
So I boldly proclaimed that we could no longer talk until she steps out of that gray area. It doesn't matter where, just so something is solid. This may not seem like the biggest deal but I am the only thing that makes her happy lately. I know that when she finds a truly satisfying constant with her life she will be happy. I will miss her.
Why do people continue to ride a ride that only makes them sick? I love my best friend. I stand back and watch her get crushed, thrown out, dragged back in and the vicious cycle repeats itself. There comes a time where I just can't stand to watch it happen anymore - living in the gray area. Like the pirate ship that goes back and forth between satisfying relationship and utterly chaotic break-up fights. There are only so many fights I can take. I know that she can do whatever she pleases but I don't enjoy being dragged along for the ride.
So I boldly proclaimed that we could no longer talk until she steps out of that gray area. It doesn't matter where, just so something is solid. This may not seem like the biggest deal but I am the only thing that makes her happy lately. I know that when she finds a truly satisfying constant with her life she will be happy. I will miss her.