I'm sitting in the student union and there are some kids in here that are just weird. My college is small and the union isnt as populated as it was when I started college. They're the kind of kids who are weird just to be weird. They'll talk about anime as if it makes them different and that is why people pick on them. I love anime, no one picks on me. You guys are just creepy and hate everyone therefore they return the favor.
Anyway my ex who I still have feelings for continues to bitch about her bf. "IDK what to do, I chose the wrong one." Yes. Yes you did. Now an ex of her comes back into her life. She still has feelings for him. I got bumped from 2nd best to 3rd best. I can't deal. If she starts hanging out and talking with him I think that'll be the last straw. Then again, i've blocked her from all communication numerous times before and she always talks me out of it. The other day I quit talking to her. Blocked her number for a couple hours. After I unblocked it she texted me and asked me to come over. I tried to divert it but that didnt work. She ended up calling and talking me into it. We worked out together and she made me pizza. She tickled me a lot via jabbing my side. That was on Tuesday. yesterday she came by my apartment after a job interview she really wanted and cried. Thats when the ex talked to her. She skipped work. Didnt text me after she was with her bf I am assuming, and I am just not in the mood to text her back. I was going to use my blindfold I just bought on someone last night and I my ex swiped it. I looked everywhere and I couldnt find it. I need to wash her dads sweatpants she let me borrow.
I hate when people ask me what I am thinking. There is always a million things at once. Someone asked last night and in a rare candid moment I told them exactly, minus the ex stuff.
"Reading an article about sex and how women often dont get off but theyre fine with that. The last 3 times I had sex I didnt. I'm so messed up. However, sex in our country is funky.
I have a blind fold and I need to use it. I'm running out of zip ties.
This guy from the NFIB is radical and Michael buys into every conservative thing thrown at him*
[My ex] isnt feeling well so I may be able to call someone over and use said blind fold. If its a certain person they'll let me cane them too. **
I like the way welts look on an ass.
I'm broke AF.
SG Burlesque show is next week.
I need to talk to my professor about my assignment being late because of the storm.***
When they leave I'll read this book.****"
*Michael is the co-owner. He was talking to a small business organization.
**My ex undermines my sex life. Will stop by and threaten to talk to girls and what not.
***We ahd a tornado and I didnt have internet for a couple days.
****I was at work.