Gahhh I feel like my brain is going to explode. So much STRESS. I feel like giving up on every thing. School, relationship, life. What the fuck am I working towards and working for? It feels like all of my efforts are being wasted.
I love Tom. He is my every thing. But I'm getting so exhausted from trying. But I don't want to give up. I just don't know what to do and I have no one to talk to.
And then my family. I haven't been communicating with my parents at all lately and it's depressing. I feel like I'm having to hold every thing in because I feel uncomfortable talking to them. I don't want for them to worry, I don't want for them to get scared.
Jackie's always busy. I wish I could see her more often. I really wish I could talk to some one more frequently so that I can stay sane.
I can't believe I've made it through over a month of school and I've only ditched one class. I'm proud of my self...but I wish some one else would recognize this and be happy for me. It's not just attention that I want, but it's like...such a big deal for me to go through school. Finally. I want for some one to be happy for me...give props to my efforts.
I feel burnt out.
I love Tom. He is my every thing. But I'm getting so exhausted from trying. But I don't want to give up. I just don't know what to do and I have no one to talk to.
And then my family. I haven't been communicating with my parents at all lately and it's depressing. I feel like I'm having to hold every thing in because I feel uncomfortable talking to them. I don't want for them to worry, I don't want for them to get scared.
Jackie's always busy. I wish I could see her more often. I really wish I could talk to some one more frequently so that I can stay sane.
I can't believe I've made it through over a month of school and I've only ditched one class. I'm proud of my self...but I wish some one else would recognize this and be happy for me. It's not just attention that I want, but it's like...such a big deal for me to go through school. Finally. I want for some one to be happy for me...give props to my efforts.
I feel burnt out.