Jesus Christ.... its been a loooong time since I posted on here. Wow. So much has happened. Ok, I guess I will just start off with the stuff in my last posting. I'm no longer dating Bekah. She is an amazing girl, but I haven't seen her since December 31st, New Years Eve. We didn't have a fight... we didn't "break up", we just... didn't see each other anymore. Its was kinda weird but unspokenly mutual. Age probably had something to do with it. I'm 28, she's 20 and still very much in college. Part of me felt like I was in the way... hindering her enjoyment of all things collegiate. And part of me just felt old. What ever. We are still friends and talk from time to time.
In February I got another dog. Frick came into my life on 2-14-06, and was the best Valentines present ever. I had decided to get another dog after my ex-GF decided I could no longer see Harvey, the dog we shared custody of. She's a bitch. After a few months of bitter hatred it occurred to me that I should just get another dog and do some good instead of being angry all the time. Frick is a blessing and I love him to death. We are best friends and he is a lady killer. Seriously.... I almost changed his name to "bait" at one point.
As for the romantic element of my life.... ITS FUCKING AWESOME! About 12 years ago a girl named Kelly came into my life. She was dating a good friend at the time, but there was always something there between us. It didn't take long before I was pretty much head-over-heels for her. But, she's dating a friend. What do you do? Things have pretty much been like that for us ever since. When I was single, she was with someone. When she was single, I was with someone. When we both were single... one or the other of us were in a fucked-up place in our lives and couldn't act on our feelings. This has changed. A few weeks ago I went home for the weekend and decided to see if she wanted to go to dinner. She agreed and we spent the whole night just talking and hanging out. It was awesome. And then..... we kissed. Finally! After almost 12 years we kissed! It as amazing. It was worth the wait. Every guy she has ever dated was a fucking moron for leaving her because she is perfect. She is my Kelly, and I love her. We have been dating for almost a month now. Good times. The neat thing about it is that we have been friends for so long that there hasn't been any kind of awkward getting-to-know-you period. Its was pretty much fast-forward to the meat and potatoes of a relationship. You may be asking "How do you love her after only a few weeks?". Well... I've been in love with her for years. This just solidified it for me. part of me always thought she would be my Golden Girl... the one you put on a pedestal and never get to be with. But oh have things have changed. She is amazing! ARRRGGGHHH! Ok... I'm being gay now. She's a great person and I am soooo fucking happy that I'm being annoying. So, I'll call it quits here.
-Matt
In February I got another dog. Frick came into my life on 2-14-06, and was the best Valentines present ever. I had decided to get another dog after my ex-GF decided I could no longer see Harvey, the dog we shared custody of. She's a bitch. After a few months of bitter hatred it occurred to me that I should just get another dog and do some good instead of being angry all the time. Frick is a blessing and I love him to death. We are best friends and he is a lady killer. Seriously.... I almost changed his name to "bait" at one point.
As for the romantic element of my life.... ITS FUCKING AWESOME! About 12 years ago a girl named Kelly came into my life. She was dating a good friend at the time, but there was always something there between us. It didn't take long before I was pretty much head-over-heels for her. But, she's dating a friend. What do you do? Things have pretty much been like that for us ever since. When I was single, she was with someone. When she was single, I was with someone. When we both were single... one or the other of us were in a fucked-up place in our lives and couldn't act on our feelings. This has changed. A few weeks ago I went home for the weekend and decided to see if she wanted to go to dinner. She agreed and we spent the whole night just talking and hanging out. It was awesome. And then..... we kissed. Finally! After almost 12 years we kissed! It as amazing. It was worth the wait. Every guy she has ever dated was a fucking moron for leaving her because she is perfect. She is my Kelly, and I love her. We have been dating for almost a month now. Good times. The neat thing about it is that we have been friends for so long that there hasn't been any kind of awkward getting-to-know-you period. Its was pretty much fast-forward to the meat and potatoes of a relationship. You may be asking "How do you love her after only a few weeks?". Well... I've been in love with her for years. This just solidified it for me. part of me always thought she would be my Golden Girl... the one you put on a pedestal and never get to be with. But oh have things have changed. She is amazing! ARRRGGGHHH! Ok... I'm being gay now. She's a great person and I am soooo fucking happy that I'm being annoying. So, I'll call it quits here.
-Matt