So I went to the doctor Monday and did the obligatory psychotic confessions and ended up with another appointment and a prescription for Zoloft (again). Its hard to say how I feel about being back on the medicine. Obviously it hasnt kicked in yet, that usually takes about three weeks. However, just knowing that Im going to be changing back into the whatever guy again is kinda weird. Theres something good to be said about being slightly crazy and your own person. The problem with me is that Im more than slightly crazy and two different people. Maybe this will get me back on track and ready to actually have a girlfriend again. Its almost been two years since I hopped on the bachelor train. For whatever reason I cant seem to want to deal with someone needing more than a few hours of my time. What was so great about the last relationship is that the GF was such an independent person that I could be gone all weekend and spend a day or two with her during the week and she was fine with it. The perfect relationship can only happen when you are content with yourself, therefore you dont NEED anybody else, you simply enjoy them. Right now Im pacifying my relationship woes by reading about my friend Tragic Kats whirl-wind romance. You should pay her page a visit.
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