wow... i havent been on here for awhile... my computers dead so i dont have access to the internet... 
but i hope to earn enough cash soon to go visit the apple store so just hold tight kids
in the mean time, just a quick update of my boring life...
i am back at school for its final weeks of the semester, then working their...
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but i hope to earn enough cash soon to go visit the apple store so just hold tight kids
in the mean time, just a quick update of my boring life...
i am back at school for its final weeks of the semester, then working their... Read More
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zode:
survive Christmas???
zode:
comming to the city this weekend...are you going to be around???
a one month unlimited metro card is a MUST for getting around nyc. costs over $70 a month. you know if you ride the metro more than twice day, it is cheaper to get the unlimited. but it sucks if you lose this card twice in two weeks! 
gotta get another one today coz i accidently threw it away last night when i was mad...
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maxwild:
no, i'm not an SGI member. i practice in the Sakya tradition of Tibetan Buddhism though. Always good to meet other Buddhists.
zode:
Just wondering if you made it through the Holiday??? I hope it wasnt too tedious???
ive decided love gone wrong is a poison.
we were both mad tired and cranky one night and before i knew it, our relationship was over.
i can't breathe, i can't stop crying. i can't stop cutting.
how do i get out of this one? if i knew, i wouldnt be bleeding all over...
we were both mad tired and cranky one night and before i knew it, our relationship was over.
i can't breathe, i can't stop crying. i can't stop cutting.
how do i get out of this one? if i knew, i wouldnt be bleeding all over...
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amillahhighlife:
hey baby kidrobot thats where you will find sum toys
jhoneilmc:
wooo I missed your birthday!! I was in Hawaii...
Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!
Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!
sO, i moved into my new apt this week.
thought i loved it for the archetectiual details.
but i was mad drunk yesterday and saw a MOUSE
i saw it again this morning in my bedroom closet
i find a mouse on the one weekend my man is out of town and not reachable... this is great. i can't touch anything that moves that i...
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thought i loved it for the archetectiual details.
but i was mad drunk yesterday and saw a MOUSE
i saw it again this morning in my bedroom closet
i find a mouse on the one weekend my man is out of town and not reachable...
this is great. i can't touch anything that moves that i... Read More
zode:
Just set a few traps!!! OR Get a Cat.
jhoneilmc:
I like those new mouse traps that just keeps the mouse inside it. It's clean and easy to get rid off 
i am mad drunk at 1 in the afternoon.
i have decided that i hate the real world coz every time i try to be nice and good it always flops and i get yelled at. so fuck that shit. i am done.
i wanna go to grad school. does hampshire have grad programs?
i have decided that i hate the real world coz every time i try to be nice and good it always flops and i get yelled at. so fuck that shit. i am done.
i wanna go to grad school. does hampshire have grad programs?
zode:
Specifically I dont think Hampshire has a grad program but part of Five Colleges, Inc., which of course includes the University, Amherst College, Hampshire College, Mount Holyoke College, and Smith College with UMass the main hub. Are you considering returning to the Happy Valley?
jhoneilmc:
Hey Mai. I am actually not very interested in reviews of my work. I actually hardly paint anymore
Yeah don't be niceor people will walk all over you
Yeah don't be niceor people will walk all over you
hey yO peeps in SG land!
i got 7 more days to find a new apt to avoid being homeless.
can't deny that im getting nervous....
on a lighter note, i just got some action from my man last night in ... 2 weeks?! no wOnder my pussy was sO tight. his dick felt sOOOO good. 
hee hee. 
finAlly finished putting medicine up my pussy....
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i got 7 more days to find a new apt to avoid being homeless.
can't deny that im getting nervous....
on a lighter note, i just got some action from my man last night in ... 2 weeks?!
no wOnder my pussy was sO tight. his dick felt sOOOO good. hee hee. finAlly finished putting medicine up my pussy.... Read More
zode:
It all depends on needs, personalities and desire but at least a few months like half a year.
living in the hood is so comlicated. 
so much history, tight social network, unspoken rules, ghetto mentality, too many temptations...
i almost got fucked again... i let this nigga stay at my house coz he didnt have anywhere to go. we used to hang out awhile back. he's total eye candy. but i almost got fucked. coz of course he is a horny motherfucka. my...
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so much history, tight social network, unspoken rules, ghetto mentality, too many temptations...
i almost got fucked again...
i let this nigga stay at my house coz he didnt have anywhere to go. we used to hang out awhile back. he's total eye candy. but i almost got fucked. coz of course he is a horny motherfucka. my... Read More
amillahhighlife:
well holla at me on th prono tip. I can help ya with that
looking for apts in nyc is like HELL
reality agencies lie by saying they have PLENTY of buildings all over manhattan. then, they can only offer me ONE apt unit in all of harlem. i have such a headache.... im going to see two more units tomorrow. hope its the jackpot
i know of the craigslist but its just such a tedious process... im sO...
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reality agencies lie by saying they have PLENTY of buildings all over manhattan. then, they can only offer me ONE apt unit in all of harlem.
i have such a headache.... im going to see two more units tomorrow. hope its the jackpot
i know of the craigslist but its just such a tedious process... im sO...
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amillahhighlife:
he's right, my girfriend just moved into the financial district. She had nightmares trying to find a place in manhattan.
amillahhighlife:
thanx babe.
just woke up... 
this theatre gig i had this weekend totally fucked up my sleeping schedule... 
but im totally glad its over i was a techie for a french dance company and it was .... a valuable experience.
me: "so the dancers are gonna enter stage right?"
choreographer: "no. from LEFT."
me: (looking at where shes pointing)
"but thats called stage right"
c: "no. you...
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this theatre gig i had this weekend totally fucked up my sleeping schedule... but im totally glad its over i was a techie for a french dance company and it was .... a valuable experience.
me: "so the dancers are gonna enter stage right?"
choreographer: "no. from LEFT."
me: (looking at where shes pointing)
"but thats called stage right"
c: "no. you...
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i feel so great right now!
im starting to take care of myself again now that im back at my own crib after weeks of living out of a bag
i went for a gyn and hiv testing yesterday. took forEVER
ive been cleaning my apt all morning
and i have a couple of red bulls in me.
life is good
im supposed to move...
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im starting to take care of myself again now that im back at my own crib after weeks of living out of a bag
i went for a gyn and hiv testing yesterday. took forEVER
ive been cleaning my apt all morning
and i have a couple of red bulls in me.
life is good
im supposed to move...
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article10:
thanks for the comments. it helps. thought more about you and your family yesterday. will write about it later. why do you have to leave harlem?
article10:
thanks for the comments. it helps. thought more about you and your family yesterday. will write about it later. why do you have to leave harlem?
yOOOOO my peeps in SG land!!!!
im BACK!!!!
hectic month hectic month. craZy.
zillions of visits to the D.A.s office downtown, life living out of a bag at my girls cribs, disasterous work, very passionate boyfriend...
to finish that off, my parents flew in last weekend from JAPAN to come see if i was okay in the big city.
the fucked up shit is that...
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im BACK!!!!
hectic month hectic month. craZy.
zillions of visits to the D.A.s office downtown, life living out of a bag at my girls cribs, disasterous work, very passionate boyfriend...
to finish that off, my parents flew in last weekend from JAPAN to come see if i was okay in the big city.
the fucked up shit is that...
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article10:
can't imagine what your parents might have done that you can't forgive them for. all i can do is relate. I have a similar F-ed up relationship with my dad ( who'se also big on flying out from calif to suprise me) and it's never entirely healed, and probably never wil. but I do know this for whatever it's worth. he's the only dad I have. and someday he'll be dead. and then I'll have no chance whatsoever to even attempt to make amends. and I think I would lose sleep over that.
argggggggggg!
deadlines deadlines deadlines!
make me happy coz they make me busy and keep my brain occupied so i dont thing negative shit.
just dont got the time!
ahhhh..... but why am i procastinating???
tis human nature to distract oneself in the moment of stress...
deadlines deadlines deadlines!
make me happy coz they make me busy and keep my brain occupied so i dont thing negative shit.
just dont got the time!
ahhhh..... but why am i procastinating???
tis human nature to distract oneself in the moment of stress...
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zode:
I was hoping to hear more stories of life in the BIG City from you. Hows Tricks per say???
juicebox:
Good to hear you're doing well. Life is a bit crazy, but in a good way.