Today is career day. A day io think about my career. It defines me. Anyone who introduces themself to me soon finds out what I do 9-5, or 7-5 as the case normally is.
But what if that is't what I want to be defined as? I can't leave, I have become dependant, not just on the money, but also the identity, the skills, the progression.
Then I consider bulimia. The front cover of NW has Britney Spears being fat. Imploring that she has no value as she is fat. Bulimia only exists where media tell people to be thin. It is a culture bound syndrome. I am so uncomfortable, so anxious, so mad to know how it tears people apart. But then I look at myself, I am a part of the culture I deplore. I encourage girls to be thin. I strive to be toned. I don't fuck fat people.
Am I just a slave to myself.
Is anybody out there. Can you hear me?
But what if that is't what I want to be defined as? I can't leave, I have become dependant, not just on the money, but also the identity, the skills, the progression.
Then I consider bulimia. The front cover of NW has Britney Spears being fat. Imploring that she has no value as she is fat. Bulimia only exists where media tell people to be thin. It is a culture bound syndrome. I am so uncomfortable, so anxious, so mad to know how it tears people apart. But then I look at myself, I am a part of the culture I deplore. I encourage girls to be thin. I strive to be toned. I don't fuck fat people.
Am I just a slave to myself.
Is anybody out there. Can you hear me?
I have noticed that in a lot of people, that they need a job to help define themselves, and in some cases it becomes the core essence of the their individual character... each to their own... Im not one to judge.
I like my job, I enjoy it, some people may respect it, and some may not, it is not who I am, it doesnt define me as a person, its just what I do.. And unlike most I love it, so I cant complain..
I hope you enjoy what you do...
LOL, whatever tickles your pickle my dear... I too am not attracted to the overlly fat people amongst us either, I cant help that, whether or not I seem to deplore the bulimia culture because of that im not sure, maybe so. who knows
All I know is your the only person that lives your life, and you have a right to follow your will, instincts and desire, to create and live the life you please, without harm to others of course, but 'do what thou will' is all I can say..
Yeah Im in WA, you asked on a comment.. where in Oz are you?, are you going to parklife monday as well?
thanks for the comment too...
chat soon...
xoxox