So career day has passed.
Still I sit trying to identify what would be left of me without it.
I think I am having a body complex day. Below is a photo of me a couple of months ago. I'm bigger now. But would anyone else notice? Does everyone else feel as though that if there is someone out there who is better looking, smarter,...
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Still I sit trying to identify what would be left of me without it.
I think I am having a body complex day. Below is a photo of me a couple of months ago. I'm bigger now. But would anyone else notice? Does everyone else feel as though that if there is someone out there who is better looking, smarter,...
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Today is career day. A day io think about my career. It defines me. Anyone who introduces themself to me soon finds out what I do 9-5, or 7-5 as the case normally is.
But what if that is't what I want to be defined as? I can't leave, I have become dependant, not just on the money, but also the identity, the skills, the...
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But what if that is't what I want to be defined as? I can't leave, I have become dependant, not just on the money, but also the identity, the skills, the...
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scarlet_goddess:
I can hear you.. hehehe
I have noticed that in a lot of people, that they need a job to help define themselves, and in some cases it becomes the core essence of the their individual character... each to their own... Im not one to judge.
I like my job, I enjoy it, some people may respect it, and some may not, it is not who I am, it doesnt define me as a person, its just what I do.. And unlike most I love it, so I cant complain..
I hope you enjoy what you do...
LOL, whatever tickles your pickle my dear... I too am not attracted to the overlly fat people amongst us either, I cant help that, whether or not I seem to deplore the bulimia culture because of that im not sure, maybe so. who knows
All I know is your the only person that lives your life, and you have a right to follow your will, instincts and desire, to create and live the life you please, without harm to others of course, but 'do what thou will' is all I can say..
Yeah Im in WA, you asked on a comment.. where in Oz are you?, are you going to parklife monday as well?
thanks for the comment too...
chat soon...
xoxox
I have noticed that in a lot of people, that they need a job to help define themselves, and in some cases it becomes the core essence of the their individual character... each to their own... Im not one to judge.
I like my job, I enjoy it, some people may respect it, and some may not, it is not who I am, it doesnt define me as a person, its just what I do.. And unlike most I love it, so I cant complain..
I hope you enjoy what you do...
LOL, whatever tickles your pickle my dear... I too am not attracted to the overlly fat people amongst us either, I cant help that, whether or not I seem to deplore the bulimia culture because of that im not sure, maybe so. who knows
All I know is your the only person that lives your life, and you have a right to follow your will, instincts and desire, to create and live the life you please, without harm to others of course, but 'do what thou will' is all I can say..
Yeah Im in WA, you asked on a comment.. where in Oz are you?, are you going to parklife monday as well?
thanks for the comment too...
chat soon...
xoxox
It's been a while since I visited.
So much has changed.
the girls are pretty, but that's not what I see.
Souls searching for expression through whatever means they may.
Define sensuality.
What makes it important to share with the world?
So much has changed.
the girls are pretty, but that's not what I see.
Souls searching for expression through whatever means they may.
Define sensuality.
What makes it important to share with the world?
scarlet_goddess:
Im sure not only have the things around you changed, but you have changed yourself.. which isnt always a bad thing....
hmm define sensuality, well to define anything for that matter can alter dramatically in another's perspective, so what I may say is only based on my beliefs, my situation, and my interpretation at that time..
Sensuality to me is an intimacy from within and an understanding expressed from your soul, also easily able to relate to others, its not so easy to define, its a confidence, almost self assurance in your actions and what you express, its sincerity in your affections and relations... I think its only important to share with the world if you believe you want to reveal that to the world..
thanks for your comment on my page, I appreciated your words..
Nice to see a fellow Aussie on here too..
Chat soon I hope..
xoxox
hmm define sensuality, well to define anything for that matter can alter dramatically in another's perspective, so what I may say is only based on my beliefs, my situation, and my interpretation at that time..
Sensuality to me is an intimacy from within and an understanding expressed from your soul, also easily able to relate to others, its not so easy to define, its a confidence, almost self assurance in your actions and what you express, its sincerity in your affections and relations... I think its only important to share with the world if you believe you want to reveal that to the world..
thanks for your comment on my page, I appreciated your words..
Nice to see a fellow Aussie on here too..
Chat soon I hope..
xoxox
Yeah so i was back at work today. It was pretty dull. My internal fantasy land is so much more exciting. Spent the morning dreaming up new superpowers to have. And then, back in a slightly more realistic world, I kept on deciding which plane I could hop on to fly to someplace other than here. It's fucking freezing and there are no beaches and...
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scarlet_goddess:
sounds riveting indeed...
the things we do for money eh..
best wishes
love and respect
to you
xoxox
the things we do for money eh..
best wishes
love and respect
to you
xoxox
Last night I had this dream where I was this wizard dude and I could make lightning, and destroy stuff, and I was hanging out with all these other wizards and it was all very 'armageddon' end of the world like, with stuff being destroyed everywhere. Only all the other wizards started to levitate, nad while i could earlier suddnely I couldn't when another one...
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Hey all out there..
Am finding that the cold and I aren't meant to be together.. my knuckles are forever cold in this winter, and my hair goes dark in winter.
I wonder if there would be much interest in a 'suicide bois' site.. I know I'd be happy to put forward a set.
Today i was reminded of the value of relaxation. If you...
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Am finding that the cold and I aren't meant to be together.. my knuckles are forever cold in this winter, and my hair goes dark in winter.
I wonder if there would be much interest in a 'suicide bois' site.. I know I'd be happy to put forward a set.
Today i was reminded of the value of relaxation. If you...
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Okay, meant to be studying for a child psychology exam, but busy looking through this site.
Thought to share some insights I have discovered.
Life is more than the sum of it's parts. Put two people of felsh and blood together and they connect - there is so much more than two warm bodies present. The magic which occurs is what life is about.
A...
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Thought to share some insights I have discovered.
Life is more than the sum of it's parts. Put two people of felsh and blood together and they connect - there is so much more than two warm bodies present. The magic which occurs is what life is about.
A...
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have you found what it is your looking for? or that you seem to crave in your career?
Whatever tickles your pickle my dear, your the only one living your life, so follow your heart and your instincts and you cant go wrong, well thats what seems to work for me at least, mind you that may explain many of my illogical risks and irrational decisions throughout my life thus far, but all and all its made it more interesting.. bless
Yes I have similar thoughts myself often.. I was a big kid at school though, so I still hold that paranoid mentallity at times where I feel I just dont belong ro dont fit it, or just simply fade into the backround..
but that moment passes when I find myself again, and its only ever a brief moment of uncertainty..
In my case I think at times I take myself for granted, so I need to think like that occassionally to be able to appreciate myself again.. if that makes sense?...
Well I think you seem to be quite interesting, charming and pleasing to the eye indeed if that may hold any relevance to you..
sending you best wishes and kind thoughts.
xoxox