jacleric

It's been truly wonderful to be here for ten years, getting to know all of you. Making friends and enemies, both equally fun. But my time here is at an end.

I knew when I joined this site that I would find someone special. And I did. She is the only woman I want to see naked anymore. So this site has served its purpose....
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I am a complete fool for Nela. You knew her as @inana / Bo before she was banned. How could anyone not love a woman like this? I was destroyed on Day One. Those EYES. Good GODS, dayum! We have talked every day for almost three years. I am her man, her samurai... her complete victim. I'm okay with that. ;-}>

If you want to? I can save you. I can take you away from here

Because I didn't want to kill her. Such is the extent of my "evil".

... is @olgakulaga when she was pregnant with V. Thanks for this beautiful bravery. Моя дорогая подруга. Well done. ;-}>

I would very much like to be struck dead by lightning. That would be like the universe finally saying, "NO, you. Enough." Too rad. What would YOU choose?

Case in point: tonight I called out sick from my night job. But I did not lie! I told my boss: "I'm having stomach issues." Translation: "I can't stomach the thought of coming to that @#$%ing hellhole." Truth is all about phrasing.

Yesterday I got a very ugly email from SG admin, castigating me for rude shit I said a long time ago. I had already been warned. I had already been behaving better. This was obviously the result of my blockers protesting my spotlight on @memberappreciation ... Make no mistake, people. I have as many blockers as I have followers. It's the result of having no...
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I was playing Scrabble a few years ago with a psychiatrist, a friend of a friend. After hours of idle conversation (and winning 2 out of 3), she looked at me and said:

"You're scary."

That is all the analysis I ever needed to hear. Don't pay for what you already know.

... without medication or therapy. It can be done. Do I still hear the ASPD/possibly schizo voices? Yup. But I monitor them. If I don't approve of what they have to say? We all shut the fuck up. No one wants to hear that shit.

Still super entertaining to ME, though. I have internalized it. ;-}>

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2) 89.1 WFDU, Teaneck, NJ. A college station with 3 streams. Oldies, eclectic, and young student mess. Tunes 4 EVERYONE

3) 102.7 WEQX, Manchester, VT. A legend of independent radio, the best of what is NEW, in every genre.

And maybe you love me? Maybe you don't. Maybe you'll learn to? And maybe you won't.