hey guys! if you are sad please watch c:
i wanted to make this video, sorry i look like crap. I care a lot for you. f
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grishjarta:
This topic is close to me, I think I am sad during whole my life, not a deep hard depression but total apathy which might be caused by my temper or family and environment.I've been thinking a lot about death and things related to it but now I have settled views on that and guess that despite the life being pointless by nature it is too good to give it up, the other way aside living is just not an option.Sometimes I dream about immortality, imagine me seeing all relatives and friends pass away, imagine myself outliving everyone I get close with and then growing the immense emptiness inside.But immortality is too ironic.Sorry for a bigpost
femen:
@grishjarta no need to apologize, i understand very well you are having a rough time, hopefully you can find someone to rely on and tell all this things to.