people are such a letdown to me it's ridiculous. i'm giving up on my real life friends now. and all that goodness.
i'm feeling so crappy i can't even read the new harry potter book yet.
at this point in time i no longer want a relationship. and i don't want crushes on people. they're not worth it for me, because nothing will happen from them. especially online ones.
and yeah i'm ending my friendships with the 3 real life friends i have. all because of one of them. yeah i'm petty. but oh well.
i'm feeling so crappy i can't even read the new harry potter book yet.
at this point in time i no longer want a relationship. and i don't want crushes on people. they're not worth it for me, because nothing will happen from them. especially online ones.
and yeah i'm ending my friendships with the 3 real life friends i have. all because of one of them. yeah i'm petty. but oh well.
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Immerse yourself in the book. Can't hurt. I'm not having a good Life right now myself, and have no food or way of getting any (only until after my gig tonight - then I'll have a few bucks) but I forced myself to start reading an old Michael Crichton book I had never read (Andromeda Strain) and in fact, fell asleep during the movie version when I was real little and it was first in the theatres and had the hardest time trying to start.
But, now I'm into it far enough that it absorbs me and blocks out reality for a while.
Hope you feel better.