i love how my friend invites me to open a tumblr account so that we can keep up with each other (seeing as we live on opposite sides of the country) and then proceeds to write a blog aimed directly at me without saying so. here is a small portion of what she posted:
"I feel like I'm gagging on words I've held back from saying."
But what else is there to do?
Im watching a friend make the same choices over and over, to the point where I can clearly see the story all the way to the end without any variations, but she cant. Or, she tells herself she cant. She hopes for the best and tries to believe that this is not just like every other time. She pretends she is surprised when things go bad. She acts like shes confused, like there was no way she could have seen it coming. But the hurt she ends up with is real. Its just, my friends are so very very predictable. Theyve been doing the same shit since we were 13. Ive been watching their drama unfold for as long as its mattered, and Im not supposed to have picked up on the patteren?
...long story short she ends up finishing her blog with "NO, BITCH! HOT! SHARP! DANGEROUS! HEARTBREAK! ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?!
i know my fiance and i have tried multiple times in the past to be together and it hasnt worked because at the time we both needed to workout things within our selves but i want this to work more than anything i have ever wanted and i know she is partly right but she doesnt have to be a bitch about it....i will prove her wrong and make her see that not everything is a damn fairy tale and that you have to work for what you want and you cant give up even when it hurts so bad you cant take it anymore.
"I feel like I'm gagging on words I've held back from saying."
But what else is there to do?
Im watching a friend make the same choices over and over, to the point where I can clearly see the story all the way to the end without any variations, but she cant. Or, she tells herself she cant. She hopes for the best and tries to believe that this is not just like every other time. She pretends she is surprised when things go bad. She acts like shes confused, like there was no way she could have seen it coming. But the hurt she ends up with is real. Its just, my friends are so very very predictable. Theyve been doing the same shit since we were 13. Ive been watching their drama unfold for as long as its mattered, and Im not supposed to have picked up on the patteren?
...long story short she ends up finishing her blog with "NO, BITCH! HOT! SHARP! DANGEROUS! HEARTBREAK! ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?!
i know my fiance and i have tried multiple times in the past to be together and it hasnt worked because at the time we both needed to workout things within our selves but i want this to work more than anything i have ever wanted and i know she is partly right but she doesnt have to be a bitch about it....i will prove her wrong and make her see that not everything is a damn fairy tale and that you have to work for what you want and you cant give up even when it hurts so bad you cant take it anymore.
She should have come and talked to you about the way she feels long before posting that on a blog.