So it's been a less then sad week so far. I left my own 'birthday party' due to the average level of retardedness of the invites. So no pictures of me in a kiddie pool, such a loss i know.
Spending the week in a house with no AC, around 90F/32C in here. The repair man came, but i fell asleep while he was working with my roomate. I woke up and they were just both gone and the AC is still busted. I'm guessing he just went to his moms or something.
Dreading tommorow. Another year, not much progress. But it's my own damned fault. I'm letting this depression take control of my life and i'm isolating myself from people who are trying to help. There just seem to be moral obstacles in front of everything i'm doing lately. I'll feel better when i go back to work, at least then the days will go by faster, and i can drown my sorrows in server farms and helpdesk tickets.
(*My heart is with you babyo, please take care. Thanks for putting up with me when no one else would.)
Spending the week in a house with no AC, around 90F/32C in here. The repair man came, but i fell asleep while he was working with my roomate. I woke up and they were just both gone and the AC is still busted. I'm guessing he just went to his moms or something.
Dreading tommorow. Another year, not much progress. But it's my own damned fault. I'm letting this depression take control of my life and i'm isolating myself from people who are trying to help. There just seem to be moral obstacles in front of everything i'm doing lately. I'll feel better when i go back to work, at least then the days will go by faster, and i can drown my sorrows in server farms and helpdesk tickets.
(*My heart is with you babyo, please take care. Thanks for putting up with me when no one else would.)
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tathra:
happy bday
guitar_wolf:
Happy birthday, gl with what ails ya.