I am one of those who rarely remembers a single thing I've written... especially my own poetica that, if I didn't have it in my own writing, date format, and signature wouldn't know it was mine...
so it's kinda funny t'see that I really haven't changed that much in how I think, write, and spawn off into ramblings and nonsensical offerings at times
honestly, I think it's the one way I can be fairly certain that it IS my writing - even my poetica - is by the way I tend to write how I speak as well as certain terms I use that I rarely see others do/say
I'm not a huge fan of my poetica nor my writings, since I know I'm neither an interesting nor talented personae, but it's something t'read what was happening at the time and how I responded to it...
or simply wrote about it
I use to put a lot of detail of every little whatever into my postings - until I realize how boring it was to re-read them
I'd mention the month's holidays, the latest game's scores ( play-by-play, no less! ), sometimes even an hourly breakdown of what I was doing/had done no matter how mundane, which it usually was
*yeesh*
not saying my current posts are much better, but they're less annoying
excepting the ones relating to my daughters - those tend to be pretty hilarious to read about their first couple years *smirks*
had to remind the ex-wife how our eldest daughter hasn't changed much, at least in the respect that her poots could clear a room and that, for some reason, she'll use me as furniture - kind of the closest she comes to "loving up" to anyone :)
I guess the poots are the only thing she does at her mother's, she's even less of the "loving up" kid there than when she's here
*shrugs*
even during our family vaca in Denver a few times I had to tell her to give her mothre a hug and kiss, since she'd been laying on me semi-snuggled and I could see her mothre watching
( plus she slept in her mothre's bed, too, while I slept by her younger sister - with just as evil of poots a couple of the eve's !! )
she reminds me more of what I remember of myself than my younger one does, would rather just read or do something alone and on a whim than be social and play with siblings and the like
though, aye, she and her sister do some crazy stuff together - it just doesn't tend to end well, with one of them angry and/or sad and deciding whatever they were playing, they're no longer a part of it
( I never played with my siblings unless forced to - but there was 7yrs and 5yrs respectively, not like my daughters less than 2yr difference )
ANYways... I've been oddly exhausted most of the week, crashing earlier than even my norm and still feeling as though I hardly slept *shrugs*
so I'm probably just gonna be lazy this open, empty weekend unless I get a "whim on" and decide to walk somewhere
Farethee well for now, my Lovelies and Gentlefolk - keep Living and Loving Life !
Couple Weeks' Twittage ::
7/31 : "I need someplace to crash for a month"
I could help maybe a week, but you need to find a place to go when I'm not home and when I have my girls, there's no smoking, can't bring your pets, need to supply your own food, clean up after yourself, and absolutely nothing illegal in my home
"fuck that"
good luck, then *click*
8/3 : somethin' 'bout the rains has made the eve feel nice... gonna crash early now that I've ordered groceries for 'morrow and other oddities :)
8/4 : delivery driver was having a heckuva day from the get-to, but it appears I was able to brighten it just a little and he left smiling
8/5 : amazon customer service sucks
a delivery never showed but then changed to "left in mail room" - which doesn't exist & been home all day...
... I called when I noticed ( s"amazon delivery" for shipping method ) and was told to call back in a couple weeks if it doesn't show >:(
(5hrs later:) moments ago a neighbour, scaring the heck out of my daughters, knocked on the door - he noticed several packages underneath one of the apartment stairwells and that one was mine ... I mean, seriously, under a bleedin' STAIRWELL ?!?
8/6 : today's deliveries were infinitely better - I happened to be down by the entry when I saw them approaching, so solved potential chaos/issue
8/7 : Something illegal w/ hatred at [religion] dubbed as "anti-[religion] sentiment"...
Something illegal w/ hatred by [religion] dubbed as "pro-[religion] sentiment"...
...this hypocritical attitude, happening w/in months, if not weeks, is frighteningly growing in citizen and media alike - hatred is hatred!
8/8 : things I could do - and some I even should do - but feeling exhausted, mentally and physically, so crashing early on this lovely eve...
8/9 : amazon weirdness 2.0 : last part of order arrived, but a 3 pack was only 1 - CS refunded entire & told me to keep the one - Oi, the odds !!
8/9 II : sorry, fb, but no, I am in no way interested in bible study ( I've read it, multiple versions, thank you very little ) nor am I the least bit interested in meeting other [xtian] singles since, I assure you, I am not a member of any religious organization
8/10 : Just got notice - Nat'l Night Out will be on the 17th for the neighbourhood/area, but have to RSVP by... tomorrow ?! ( short notice! )
8/11 : the only spanish I know/understand will get me kicked out of a taco bell - and, honestly, I'm cool with that...
Couples Weeks' Random Playlist (albums) ::
Disney's Descendants 2 [soundtrack]
Obituary - Obituary
Dramarama - Hi-Fi Sci-Fi
watched recently :
via rental/streaming:
The Cabining
Disney's Descendants 2
Ouran High School Host Club (TV)
Shadowhunters (2nd Season)
Westworld (1st Season)
Game Of Thrones (7th Season)
Wet Hot American Summer: Ten Years Later
ownedflix:
Kong: Skull Island
Monsters (2010)
Monsters: Dark Continent
Fringe (2nd Season)
Vampire Academy
Better Off Dead
Bringing Up Baby
One Crazy Summer
Farscape (2nd Season)
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose, AK/GOT (OOP)
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.