vergeofpanic

Oh no! Today is the last day of my subscription and I am so completely broke that I can't renew at the moment. But don't worry SG is second only to food & shelter on my priorities list. As soon as I get some money coming in I'll be back. I bid you farewell for now. . .

P.S. Sorry I won't be able to...
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The SGFL party last night was great. I think a good time was had by all. Can't wait to see everybody again.

I had Kung Fu class tonight and I feel like I really was in a fight. There were only a few of us there tonight, so I ended up sparing with my little brother all class. For most people that would probably be good----unfortunatly my little brother has me by 7" and about 140lbs, the odds are always slightly in his favor. On nights like...
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Whatever. . . I had a phone interview today for a position at the RDV Sportscomplex. Unfortunately, it was everything I don't like about the fitness industry. Everything revolves around closing the sale, if you don't want to push sales you're stuffed. I told them I wasn't interested, even though I am completely broke----I'm not going to do those kind of jobs anymore.

**STOLEN!**


(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

Oh yeah, does anyone...
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Today was boring with a capitol B. The highlight of the day was me, my friend and my little brothers shooting the shit out of each other with our airsoft guns-----I have to admit it was kind of fun. Tommorow I am going to be driving all the way up to the RDV sports complex to try and schmooze my way into a personal trainer...
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I had Kung Fu class tonight and I got to spar for the first time. My shoulder was bothering me when I got there, so I wasn't in a very good mood. Class went pretty well though and I left feeling better. I sure hope I can keep up with these classes, it is just about the only thing going for me right now.

I've got to find work! The problem is that I am no good at convincing potential employers that I really want their crappy job. I used to be able to do it, but every year wears me a little thinner and it is harder to hide my disgust. I think I'm going to end up at a temp agency.

You know what? I can't win! I don't even know what game I'm playing. . . I'm going to die; lonely, unsatisfied, and crippled by pain. Nothing like looking forward to the future

I'm in Florida. . . Yahooooo! Yeah right, I'm about as excited to be here as I am about looking for a job.

Today I was supposed to be in to work at 8 am but I got stuck in traffic and it kept getting later, so I just ditched work and went to spend the morning in the Arboretum. I didn't worry too much because I'm leaving anyway. I called later on to apologize for flaking out on work without calling and to let them know that...
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My roomate is trying to pack his stuff for the trip back to FL and we are trying to fit as much as possible in my car. The only problem is that my car is an Altima and even if we can cram all our shit in there I think it will bottom out my suspension. I don't think it is such a good idea...
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