sometimes the only thing you can see is that life is only about suffering
and sometimes i guess that death might be the only way to be truly free, without any pain and sadness
i'm not suicidal at all... but i don't think i'm sane right now
and things happen by surprise and it really ruins your progress, that one in the past you thought you had overcome it, but no. it keeps you living dead
i couldn't be saddest. i can't think about anything else. i want it to stop right now.
one option is talking, expresing yourself to the people surround you
doesn't work. i feel so alone...
i couldn't stop crying these days.