okay here is my first blog post. I will treat it kinda like a journal I guess, I've never had one of these before.
So ya I'm listening to last.fm right now because of my harddrive issues where I lost all my mp3s.
Ya well the major thing going on in my life right now is Amanda. We broke up a little while ago and well she still calls me and we still talk. It just brings up a lot of negative thoughts and feelings talking to her. I'm struggling between like cutting her off a bit and still wanting to make sure she is okay since she has been having a tough time with school, her family and life in general.
Today in class was pretty pointless again we had database where he did some things on the projector that I could't read (the school really needs new projectors) and then gave us a new lab that I decided to work on Jenni with. As far as networking goes it didn't exist today because Ross wasn't there for some unknown reason. So ya I really just should have saved my energy and stayed home.
I called Greg the other day to give him an update on my life and tell him that I might be comming home for a weekend soon. Him and Sarah are buying a house soon, I'm happy for him that he's moving on in life and getting himself established I just wonder if it will be a lot harder for him to have a night out with the boys. Don't get me wrong I think Sarah is a nice person but we've never really been friends or anything ah maybe that will change if I see her more, she must be great if Greg has been with her this long.
My mom is coming to my sisters this weekend and we are going to go to the casino in Niagara falls. Which means I don't get to go home and see Greg my sister is taking my mom out for fathers day.... I think this is kind of wrong even though my sister and Dad don't get along well and for a lot of our lives mom did kinda do both roles. My dad still exists and when we were kids he was great. Wasn't until I got older that I realized the problems he has and also had a hard time relating to him. but ya no matter what it is his day! so that's just not right.
ya well I'm off to make something to eat, then maybe read a bit of chainfire
I managed to waste a whole day no homework no going out... no anything I guess I'm just used to doing stuff with amanda guess I kinda have to find something else to do with my time now.
So ya I'm listening to last.fm right now because of my harddrive issues where I lost all my mp3s.
Ya well the major thing going on in my life right now is Amanda. We broke up a little while ago and well she still calls me and we still talk. It just brings up a lot of negative thoughts and feelings talking to her. I'm struggling between like cutting her off a bit and still wanting to make sure she is okay since she has been having a tough time with school, her family and life in general.
Today in class was pretty pointless again we had database where he did some things on the projector that I could't read (the school really needs new projectors) and then gave us a new lab that I decided to work on Jenni with. As far as networking goes it didn't exist today because Ross wasn't there for some unknown reason. So ya I really just should have saved my energy and stayed home.
I called Greg the other day to give him an update on my life and tell him that I might be comming home for a weekend soon. Him and Sarah are buying a house soon, I'm happy for him that he's moving on in life and getting himself established I just wonder if it will be a lot harder for him to have a night out with the boys. Don't get me wrong I think Sarah is a nice person but we've never really been friends or anything ah maybe that will change if I see her more, she must be great if Greg has been with her this long.
My mom is coming to my sisters this weekend and we are going to go to the casino in Niagara falls. Which means I don't get to go home and see Greg my sister is taking my mom out for fathers day.... I think this is kind of wrong even though my sister and Dad don't get along well and for a lot of our lives mom did kinda do both roles. My dad still exists and when we were kids he was great. Wasn't until I got older that I realized the problems he has and also had a hard time relating to him. but ya no matter what it is his day! so that's just not right.
ya well I'm off to make something to eat, then maybe read a bit of chainfire
I managed to waste a whole day no homework no going out... no anything I guess I'm just used to doing stuff with amanda guess I kinda have to find something else to do with my time now.
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