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HERES WHAT I WISH WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME THEYD JUST SAY SO INSTEAD OF THINKING THEY WERE BEING POLITE
MORE SHOULD FOLLOW, BUT I THINK YOU KNOW THE DRILL
here's what i'm thinking right now, but so's you know, i've thought this for a while
this is why we are so dumb
and there are a bunch of things that feed into this
i hope i remember them all as i'm writing, vs. when i was thinking about it
all these boys and girls are lonely for each other
if you need proof, think about the site you are reading this on
really
fuck generation y
we are the tv video game generation
the first generation to really throw god off our backs
so, as far as i can figure, and it's weird because it really seems this way, though, in actuality, my parents and a lot of other parents i've met think this way too, seem to think and act like we'll get another chance at life
when this is all done
that's sad
because we won't
so we're all sad
and lonely
and all the boys are mad at the girls
and all the girls are mad at the boys
for being who they are and not who the other wants them to be
and for not being who they aren't, but who they are
and everybody's full of shit AND WE ALL KNOW IT
AND WE ALL ADMIT TO IT
but it doesn't change anything as far as how we act toward each other
this makes no sense to me.
the worst part is
try and be really honest with someone
try and tell them what you really want, what you really need, you get rejected faster than you have a chance to blink.
so what are we all fighting for?
i know it's a perfect unattainable ideal
a perfect somebody
a perfect kids or lack thereof
but can't we just stop playing?
i know it's fun for a while
and maybe i'm out of the ordinary in this
but i'm 23 and i'm lonely and i'm not so good at life in this country and i need a hand and a friend and a lover
and i could use some help
i know i won't get a second chance
this is my last life
and i'm well aware of it
i have a shitty job, but i'm ok with that because it gives me time to live and dream
maybe someday i'll want something different, but that isn't now
if nothing else, i put out a call for willing ladies, below the age of 30, to come over and watch tv and have some dinner with me, and go to bed with me, and to not have bullshit
we're going to get fatter
your tits are going to drop like bricks
i won't be able to get it up eventually
i won't want to go down, neither will you
we'll get wrinkles
we won't like the same movies or tv shows
i'll get cancer
maybe you will
we might have kids
they'll be the most special people ever
they'll hate us one day
then they might love us again
we'll freak out when they might be having sex or doing drugs like we did
we'll be happy, we'll be sad
but we'll be together
we won't be sad
at least not all the time
at least there is someone to feel something with you or me.
please, applicants are welcome
goodnight.
reprazent.
HERES WHAT I WISH WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME THEYD JUST SAY SO INSTEAD OF THINKING THEY WERE BEING POLITE
MORE SHOULD FOLLOW, BUT I THINK YOU KNOW THE DRILL
here's what i'm thinking right now, but so's you know, i've thought this for a while
this is why we are so dumb
and there are a bunch of things that feed into this
i hope i remember them all as i'm writing, vs. when i was thinking about it
all these boys and girls are lonely for each other
if you need proof, think about the site you are reading this on
really
fuck generation y
we are the tv video game generation
the first generation to really throw god off our backs
so, as far as i can figure, and it's weird because it really seems this way, though, in actuality, my parents and a lot of other parents i've met think this way too, seem to think and act like we'll get another chance at life
when this is all done
that's sad
because we won't
so we're all sad
and lonely
and all the boys are mad at the girls
and all the girls are mad at the boys
for being who they are and not who the other wants them to be
and for not being who they aren't, but who they are
and everybody's full of shit AND WE ALL KNOW IT
AND WE ALL ADMIT TO IT
but it doesn't change anything as far as how we act toward each other
this makes no sense to me.
the worst part is
try and be really honest with someone
try and tell them what you really want, what you really need, you get rejected faster than you have a chance to blink.
so what are we all fighting for?
i know it's a perfect unattainable ideal
a perfect somebody
a perfect kids or lack thereof
but can't we just stop playing?
i know it's fun for a while
and maybe i'm out of the ordinary in this
but i'm 23 and i'm lonely and i'm not so good at life in this country and i need a hand and a friend and a lover
and i could use some help
i know i won't get a second chance
this is my last life
and i'm well aware of it
i have a shitty job, but i'm ok with that because it gives me time to live and dream
maybe someday i'll want something different, but that isn't now
if nothing else, i put out a call for willing ladies, below the age of 30, to come over and watch tv and have some dinner with me, and go to bed with me, and to not have bullshit
we're going to get fatter
your tits are going to drop like bricks
i won't be able to get it up eventually
i won't want to go down, neither will you
we'll get wrinkles
we won't like the same movies or tv shows
i'll get cancer
maybe you will
we might have kids
they'll be the most special people ever
they'll hate us one day
then they might love us again
we'll freak out when they might be having sex or doing drugs like we did
we'll be happy, we'll be sad
but we'll be together
we won't be sad
at least not all the time
at least there is someone to feel something with you or me.
please, applicants are welcome
goodnight.
reprazent.
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i miss yer face
xoxo monica