Ennui is taking over again.
It's a kind of limbo, a purgatory that surrounds me.
What must I achieve, become, discover, repent, relinquish to move on?
I question without really caring to hear the answers. But no one is providing any anwers.
It feels like a feathery ether that I move through. It feels as though no one sees me at all except there seems to be someone who watches.
No one watches. It's fantasy that anyone would. I want a watcher. Fading. I'm fading from sight with none to witness.
It's a kind of limbo, a purgatory that surrounds me.
What must I achieve, become, discover, repent, relinquish to move on?
I question without really caring to hear the answers. But no one is providing any anwers.
It feels like a feathery ether that I move through. It feels as though no one sees me at all except there seems to be someone who watches.
No one watches. It's fantasy that anyone would. I want a watcher. Fading. I'm fading from sight with none to witness.
was going to say something but then decided it would have been stupid..
in fact, i just went out with adam, heather, patrick, brian (heather's new beau), and i used to date nate, and blah blah.
but i do vaguely remember you leaving a note for heather. and i'm drunk. shit.
yes. lets be friends