tabbycat

Hello my luvverlies tis I again!!!
Ive been back at the old homestead for over a week now. got some good pressies for my birthday which have taken me out of my overdraft, hopefully for good. Its a bit stressful fitting back into their lifestyle whilst trying to finish my dissertation on time. Im spending a fair bit of time on it, there are times when i slack because im getting panicky (i tend to stick my head in the sand) and it doesnt help that theyre treating me like a schoolkid that hasnt done her homework. if i come down for a break because the pcs hurting my eyes they nag at me to go and do some work "Ive been trawling through pictures of corpses for the last two hours, my head hurts and i feel sick gimme a break!"

im a bit worried about masters too. i want to do real estate so i can become an estate agent then set up my own business as a property developer and landlady. (i will start on about 22000 a year instead of the 12000 id get doing archaeology) ive got this naggin feeling they'll turn me down for some reason....im also scared i wont get the money.....nowhere seems to offer scholarships for this course and my local council wont fund me (unlike other council e.g. birmingham)so i have to find 10000 for my fees 4000 for my accommodation and my living expenses of about 2000. the only things i can get is a careers development loan for 4500. shit

i'll be alright. as my bloke says....i always manage to find a way. talking of my bloke....hs being odd and talking about the future for once....hes even told his mum hes moving in with me next summer!!!

excuse me whilst i go recover from the shock............