t5idlewillkillt5

well....goodbye



last post

....uh..... tired....

bored.....

suckage for life....



~Current Music~
H.I.M- Sweet Pandemonium

im tired of people treating me like an idiot.

and im never saying how i feel on anything... period.







~Current Music~
Juno Reactor- Jardin de Cecile

well, last night was a little emberassing
i feel like a moron for actually letting my feelings out.

i dont think ill be drinking again for a while. and i think everyone that has to deal with me when im drunk is cool, and will be happy when they hear i wont be making an asshole out of myself.

all i can say is im...
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fuck people.....











~Current Music~
Brand New-
Jude Law and a Semester Abroad

mark this day, as one of the worse days of my life.

...........................................................
things are here, and you're over there
and in between: land, sea, everything
i hope you're warm, and
i hope you think of me,
and the way things used to be.
yesterday, a telegram said
that you had died.
but i knew and i know that it was a lie.
i tried...
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ugh...could this suck anymore?

im rather sick of it all.
without an outlet comming home is more a chore than an escape. and i used to love being home and in my room. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

money sucks especially when youhave 0


tired....sleeeppppp.....maybe

~Current Music~
At the Drive In-Quarantuned

ever feel like screaming






FUCK

so....2004 is upon us.
so far this year is going to be good. i feel it. hopefully im not setting my self up for a let down, but for some reason i feel good aboot it

muah ha ha

went to 80's night last night with some o y favorite peeps.
it was ok... parts sucked and other parts were fun. and i FINALLY got...
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well, today is the last day im 20, and the last day in 2003
THANK JESUS CHRIST IN HEAVEN!

this i have to say, has been probably the worst year of my life...

ok, well maybe there were a few good things.....


VERY FEW!
im excited to watch this year go down the shitter,
even years are usually good for me*knocks on wood*
so i...
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