It looks like I'm barbacking at the Catwalk on Saturday. Yay! I'd love to see anyone who wants to stop by. It's a women's event though, so men are only admitted with a female escort. They're having a Dating Game and raffling off cool prizes, it should be fun.
I got called off work tonight at my other job, which is nice, but I'm glad I'll be able to make up the money at the Catwalk.
I hate it when I have body image issues. Funny how any general negative feeling ends up being related to my belly and ass. Ok, not so funny. If I feel down, it's because I'm flabby, and if I'm happy, it's because I'm sexy. I find that rather disturbing, but it's hard to fight. Even though my physical appearance really has nothing to do with it. I guess my outward appearance is easier to manipulate and/or blame than internal issues.
I still want to shoot a set to submit, but I've decided I need to wait a few months until my ass is firmer.
I got called off work tonight at my other job, which is nice, but I'm glad I'll be able to make up the money at the Catwalk.
I hate it when I have body image issues. Funny how any general negative feeling ends up being related to my belly and ass. Ok, not so funny. If I feel down, it's because I'm flabby, and if I'm happy, it's because I'm sexy. I find that rather disturbing, but it's hard to fight. Even though my physical appearance really has nothing to do with it. I guess my outward appearance is easier to manipulate and/or blame than internal issues.
I still want to shoot a set to submit, but I've decided I need to wait a few months until my ass is firmer.
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Other than that, dream girl, you are hot and please let us see some more.
[Edited on Nov 14, 2003 9:51PM]