109 and 21 % after like 5 different weighins back to back. that was the most consisent...heh
this is so annoying, i was 108 2 days ago....
i havent been as strict with my diet as i wanted to, but i still ate pretty good while going out to the witches brew
i did have a little chinese food, but not a lot
and at the withces brew i had 1/2 cocoa and 1/2 coffee drink and granola with a banana and soy milk, and a bite of my bfs danish and his peanut butter and jelly bagel
i think i went over 1300 cals though. but when i eat between 1200 and 1300, i get incredibably hungry at night.
i really dont know what to do cause it feels like im not going to get down those 4 pounds i want to by the end of march....and its not like i dont have fat on my body to lose...
maybe i'll go see a nutritionist.
i need help. i was so enthusiatic about this a few days ago. i know that ur weight can fluctuate from day to day, but its still frustrating cause i dont know if i am gaining weight or if its just me being bloated or holding in water weight.
i went to the gym 4 times this week so far and im going today. im going to try and get myself to do more cardio today....
i also think the reason i didnt loose weight is b/c i only had sex once this week. supposedly having orgasms can help you by lowering your body fat and increasing lean muscle...and i lost out on all that cardio ( everybit helps)
its all my boyfriends fault lol i think im going to start demanding sex at least 3 times a week now. heh
anyways
in other news
Witches Brew was fun last night
We brought Kat and Chris (my boyfriends bro and his gf), they're only 16 and 17, but they're awesome.
Kat really liked the place.
I got sick afterwards, with a headache and nasuea..i think it was the jasmine tea my bf got. so i went home around 9, i was going to just take a nap and then go back to hang out but i fell asleep longer than had planned.
I was thinking about what an awesome location the Witches Brew would make for an SG photoshoot.
I've really been contemplating applying to become an SG again cause I really think it might help me with my body image issues. I would def love to ask the oweners of witches brew if i could do a shoot there.
alright so im gunna go work out now.
peace <3 with a pic
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this is so annoying, i was 108 2 days ago....
i havent been as strict with my diet as i wanted to, but i still ate pretty good while going out to the witches brew
i did have a little chinese food, but not a lot
and at the withces brew i had 1/2 cocoa and 1/2 coffee drink and granola with a banana and soy milk, and a bite of my bfs danish and his peanut butter and jelly bagel
i think i went over 1300 cals though. but when i eat between 1200 and 1300, i get incredibably hungry at night.
i really dont know what to do cause it feels like im not going to get down those 4 pounds i want to by the end of march....and its not like i dont have fat on my body to lose...
maybe i'll go see a nutritionist.
i need help. i was so enthusiatic about this a few days ago. i know that ur weight can fluctuate from day to day, but its still frustrating cause i dont know if i am gaining weight or if its just me being bloated or holding in water weight.
i went to the gym 4 times this week so far and im going today. im going to try and get myself to do more cardio today....
i also think the reason i didnt loose weight is b/c i only had sex once this week. supposedly having orgasms can help you by lowering your body fat and increasing lean muscle...and i lost out on all that cardio ( everybit helps)
its all my boyfriends fault lol i think im going to start demanding sex at least 3 times a week now. heh
anyways
in other news
Witches Brew was fun last night
We brought Kat and Chris (my boyfriends bro and his gf), they're only 16 and 17, but they're awesome.
Kat really liked the place.
I got sick afterwards, with a headache and nasuea..i think it was the jasmine tea my bf got. so i went home around 9, i was going to just take a nap and then go back to hang out but i fell asleep longer than had planned.
I was thinking about what an awesome location the Witches Brew would make for an SG photoshoot.
I've really been contemplating applying to become an SG again cause I really think it might help me with my body image issues. I would def love to ask the oweners of witches brew if i could do a shoot there.
alright so im gunna go work out now.
peace <3 with a pic
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)