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I don't have these moments often, but right now I just lay here in the bath for the first time just getting to relax since I came home. And I hear my two amazing guys just laughing away at something on the tv. And it gets me, ya know? How fortunate I am to have relationships that just work this well. Of course we've had...
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jacinto2:
MAZEL TOV!!!!!!!!!!!!
gunderground:
❤️ That sounds nice
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So, real talk moment 🖤

I post a lot of pictures where I'm smiling or trying in some way to promote body confidence. Every once in a while I post about my battle with mental illness. Well, because that shit is important! But it's also not easy to do, to talk about, to be vulnerable, show my true emotions. In this picture you can see...
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skisby:
No shame at all, good luck with your recovery.
gunderground:
It's hard for sure climbing out of depression. You know yourself best and can probably figure out what you need more than anyone else. Hopefully you have a good Dr. that cares about their patients. Nothing but ❤️ for you in your journey
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Confidence and self love have never come easy to me. And I know that I am not alone in this struggle. I spend too much time comparing myself to others, analyzing my rolls and other things that I don't like about my body in the mirror. Always wanting to be more toned and less chubby. This has grately affected my anxiety and depression over the...
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sleven77:
What can I say that hasn't already been said. I love your post and watch your snap everyday!
jimdoxsee42:
Your body is already beautiful, sounds like your mind is too.  Sounds like you are getting better at seeing the beauty in the world.  Thanks for the post.  Live long and prosper.
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Well, here goes... I guess.

I havent written in a while. Yet there has been a lot going on. Well mentally and emotionally anyways.

My day to day has been rather simple, work, eat, sleep, repeat. When I'm off shift i try to relax, catch up on sleep and make time for friends and summer adventures.

But on the emotional side, I've been well, everywhere....
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jimdoxsee42:
I am sorry that you are feeling bad.  Sometimes pain will try to trick you.  It tries to make you think it is forever.  It is not.  Happiness and self are like the sun.  They set and then they rise.  They can hide but they can not disappear.  Live long and prosper.
miloszbeardlove:
I know it's hard to be strong out of personal experience, but all I can say is: Please don't give up. You have so much to give and are certainly a wonderful woman. I took some time off from the internet and those weeks really helped me to refocus on myself and my needs. Since then I feel a lot better and even my back problems are gone. But everyone's different and needs to find his way to happiness. I don't know if you lile metal, but look at the video of the indian band "Bloodywood" called "Jee Veerey". I think this song is absolutely great and has an enormous amount of strength and power in it. Anyway, please keep on being as wonderful as you are. 😊👍😘