Every day I struggle against the foul cancer that eats away at my insides and tries to destroy my hope and strength. Every day I struggle to find some reason to fight on against this daily assault and endure the pain of chemo and radiation treatments. In this site and the gentle and beautiful attention I have gained from five of the beautiful souls that grace this site I have found a reason to fight on and struggle against the indignity and pain of cancer. I can not tell you beautiful souls how much I appreciate your charitable attention to this pathetic lost soul and the hope n achieving more of your attention that gives me strength to fight another day.