It's going to be 5 am haven't slept my restless mind is driving me insane and what to I owe this misery to my stupidity after being clean for 6 years last night I had some cocaine now I'm tripping the fuck out.my laying down watching shadows dance in the candle light sleep escapes me and the mental pain becomes to much to deal with my agony seems endless my thoughts wonder playing tricks on me hearing voices seeing thing in the darkness that don't exists.All I want is to rest to escape reality beautiful sleep will come but till then just having to deal with the consequences of my discussion.Need some help I'm a loner not to social need a change in my life need to stay away from these drugs........not weed tho weed is awesome
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