Not a good start to the year. Christmas sucked, I was ill, away from my girlfriend and I didn't get a present from my mum. Then new year sucked more, had flu, missed Hogmanay and then my girlfriend broke up with. Ball. Four and a half year suddenly over. To tell you the truth I don't even really know why.
After a day at work and a walk through the snow she comes home an tells me she thinks she doesn't love me any more. I get two days of limbo be for she really calls it the end.
So now I have to enter the world and begin new adventure but I still don't want too. I don't have my own word to explain so I wil steal some from Rumi:
"The agony of lovers
burns with the fire of passion
Lovers leave traces of where they've been
The wailing of broken hearts
is the doorway to God."
After a day at work and a walk through the snow she comes home an tells me she thinks she doesn't love me any more. I get two days of limbo be for she really calls it the end.
So now I have to enter the world and begin new adventure but I still don't want too. I don't have my own word to explain so I wil steal some from Rumi:
"The agony of lovers
burns with the fire of passion
Lovers leave traces of where they've been
The wailing of broken hearts
is the doorway to God."