Hey, I'm behind on blogs and forums and everything. Was enjoying my vacation time. Sorry, no pictures. Well, I have some I guess. But not for such purposes.
So, I did a couple small shoots for a friend. Thankfully she is very photogenic because I'm not the most talented photographer. That's pretty much how I kicked off my vacation.
I've been off and on hanging out with friends and visiting a hookah lounge off and on. Celebrated a friends birthday. Got a new tablet. My friend has been using it a lot in comparison to me. I'm all afraid of doing a shitty job and all. Saddens me. I need to be less afraid of stuff and all that jazz. I'm too nervous. xD
I actually enjoyed my vacation so far. It's a bit surprising. Even got drunk. Which I hardly ever do. Hard enough to do as it is. Also, I got to spend it with a little lady I like quite a bit. Although I'm not sure if she's as interested in me as I am in her. As much as I should be bothered by that. I'm pretty okay with it. She's by far one of the most beautiful people I've ever met and so much fun to be around. Whether she's realized it or not she's helped me improve as a person. Maybe not a lot, but something is always better than nothing.
One weird thing that has happened though is the anger I felt every day, on a day to day basis was just gone one day. All of it. With it went my paranoia, my anxiety and all of my stress. I was actually kind of afraid at first. But now, I'm really enjoying how peaceful I feel for once. It's invigorating.
I go back to work thursday night, work for five nights and go on vacation again. xD
I'll be on my way out to Phoenix to visit some friends of mine I haven't seen in a few years. I'm stupidly excited for it. All that jazz.
I'll try and update more here later. Have a great day everyone!
So, I did a couple small shoots for a friend. Thankfully she is very photogenic because I'm not the most talented photographer. That's pretty much how I kicked off my vacation.
I've been off and on hanging out with friends and visiting a hookah lounge off and on. Celebrated a friends birthday. Got a new tablet. My friend has been using it a lot in comparison to me. I'm all afraid of doing a shitty job and all. Saddens me. I need to be less afraid of stuff and all that jazz. I'm too nervous. xD
I actually enjoyed my vacation so far. It's a bit surprising. Even got drunk. Which I hardly ever do. Hard enough to do as it is. Also, I got to spend it with a little lady I like quite a bit. Although I'm not sure if she's as interested in me as I am in her. As much as I should be bothered by that. I'm pretty okay with it. She's by far one of the most beautiful people I've ever met and so much fun to be around. Whether she's realized it or not she's helped me improve as a person. Maybe not a lot, but something is always better than nothing.
One weird thing that has happened though is the anger I felt every day, on a day to day basis was just gone one day. All of it. With it went my paranoia, my anxiety and all of my stress. I was actually kind of afraid at first. But now, I'm really enjoying how peaceful I feel for once. It's invigorating.
I go back to work thursday night, work for five nights and go on vacation again. xD
I'll be on my way out to Phoenix to visit some friends of mine I haven't seen in a few years. I'm stupidly excited for it. All that jazz.
I'll try and update more here later. Have a great day everyone!