Well I went in today for my follow up interview at the art and design firm. I was suppose to spend the day shadowing a manager and seeing how everything works and at the end of the day I was suppose to take a test and if I did well and got a good recommendation from the manager I would be able to start as soon as tomorrow.
Unfortunately that's not what happened. The fact that I lack the ability to drive came to bite me in the ass. It turns out that the manager I was paired with didn't have a car to take me in and since I had been dropped off that morning, I didn't have a car either. I had to go home and reschedule to come back on Friday. That was the last straw for me. I'm tired of not being able to drive. I'm tired of having to depend on others to get places and it's just time for me to suck it up and bite the bullet.
So I made my appointment to take my driver's test tomorrow morning. I'm a nervous wreck thinking of all the ways that I can fail...but I need to do it. At least to try. I can't keep letting this fear and anxiety hold me back from living my life.
Here goes nothing...Wish me luck. ;)