So my job is getting a huge upgrade, and that's great. I've been fighting for it for a while. It's more money, more consistent work... and for some reason, I could care less anymore. I was so excited and happy to have totally nailed the meeting on Wednesday morning to secure it. Really proud of myself. Then I realized that I don't care about the job as much as I care about being able to pat myself on the back and say 'Nice job, champ. They love you.'
Now I'm feeling pretty selfish about needing that sort of validation. I'm not as super as I think I am, and I'm thinking that all of this thinking about it is making me uncomfortable.
Now I'm feeling pretty selfish about needing that sort of validation. I'm not as super as I think I am, and I'm thinking that all of this thinking about it is making me uncomfortable.
nikonphoto80:
You should not feel bad about that, everyone wants to feel like they are doing a good job, everyone wants to feel like they are doing there part and more so, everyone wants people to see them as a worthy part of there job, dont feel bad about it, you did a good job, you deserve a pat on the back.