Well it seems I haven't wrote for like forever. With work and kids and Roller Derby,I just don't have the time.
Feel like a creeper when I just have time in the morning to check out everyone really quick before the kids keep up.
Not a lot has changed. Still saving money up so we can move somewhere warmer or at least all 4 seasons.Living here with winter 9 months a year takes a toll on someone.
The kids are doing well with school.Zanata is getting darn good at playing the Sax and Viola. Eric wants to play football,but he has to wait till he is in the 4th grade. They both are becoming into their own.
Zanata,I thought I have a year or two more before she started her period,but no,she stared like all the other females in our family at 10 years old. I did feel bad for her,she wanted to share the excitement with her mom (my daughter) but she was to busy.At least I was there to share it with her.And Her big sister that is a firefighter.
Eric just wants to play sports,mostly baseball and football. I use those to get him to do good in school. He has a cop as a big brother that is helping him with sports and learn good values.
Zola just amazes me each day.She is 15 months now and doing so well.We all feared that she would be way behind in her grow due to her birth,but so far she is right on time with everything. The only thing she still does is take a bottle from me before, but I don't mind,I enjoy the bonding.
Their mom,my daughter is still just more interested in getting high,drunk and sleeping around. She has 4 more months on probation and I know once she is done she is going go deeper.She has had treatment for 8 months and that didn't help. I know it is up to her to stop,but I wish she would do it now. even on probation she is getting away with using Meth.
It does beak my heart to have two daughters and a son that are so into what they call 'the wild side of life'. BUt at least I have two sons that never went down that path and one daughter that pulled herself out. They have tried to help their sibs,but they have gave up on them. I don't blame them,I have giving up alittle but I am still here for them.
Roller Derby is going really well,like if you didn't know from my photos. I have so much fun with it and all the people. It is my family.
Work is just work.I really want to move and do something else.I do like my job nad my co workers,but I have been there to long.
I have been trying to date,but it is still hard to when you are raising kids. There are to many ladies my age that don't understand I have my grandkids,which I find funny. At least they know I am a very committed person. BUt all of them feel I shouldn't,so that ends the date right there.BUt I am sure I find someone my age that will take us all.
I was going to write more but the kids are waking up,so time to parent up for the day.
Have a awesome day everyone.BIG HUGS and LUVS