well i have had a crazy last two days, i had a great night last night...i went to my friends house and we drank drank DRANK....i havent been that fucked up in a long time, i had a whole bottle of wine myself and vodka also
then today i went back over to hang out and study some and i found out that they had sex together and that one of them wants more than they can have....they are both already in relationships and it just wasnt a good idea....and if that wasnt good enough, her girlfriend calls and they get in a fight and break up, so it was just a emotional rollercoaster up and down, i had to try to talk to her, tell her how i felt about things, and i dont know what is really going to happen, now she is saying that she is going to move out and all this shit and i just want them to be happy....but shit, im still working on the happiness thing myself.....so i feel drained and dead....
then today i went back over to hang out and study some and i found out that they had sex together and that one of them wants more than they can have....they are both already in relationships and it just wasnt a good idea....and if that wasnt good enough, her girlfriend calls and they get in a fight and break up, so it was just a emotional rollercoaster up and down, i had to try to talk to her, tell her how i felt about things, and i dont know what is really going to happen, now she is saying that she is going to move out and all this shit and i just want them to be happy....but shit, im still working on the happiness thing myself.....so i feel drained and dead....
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I am, however, not good with drama... spent most of my life being in the middle of it and I DON'T like it! But when friends are in need... it's the good people that weed through all that crap and try to be there to pick up the pieces, good for you!
i hope you get on a long path to happiness. i figure it might take us a while... but eventually... we'll get there
//all i can say about that sex is.... WHOA if it's who i think.... man oh man.
anyway...
much love.
heart you!