So after a weekend of long and strenous thought and finding out. I've upset way to many people thus far. When it came down to it, I could not figure out why I had done these things. There are people that I love, and people that I hate and I got under all of their skins. After which I tried recalling how and why, and I myself am an idiot for doing such things. Please forgive me for the inconvience I caused you.
After all that thinking I put on my combat gloves, lined in kevlar and ceramic knuckles. My wall is now torn apart, my knuckles are still bleeding, my wrist in broken, and the damage to my forearm has caused me to get a plate imbeded into the inner and outer portions to restrin a fracture. My right hand wrist and forearm are torn apart right now. When I could no longer relieve my anger on to my wall with my right hand, I placed my knee pads, and steel toed, and ceramic plated sides combat boots and kicked in my wall. I have succesfully torn about 12 feet out of my wall, and torn in through the kitchen. I broke my foot when I kicked in teh bull head corners, and almost fractured my knee when I tore into the rest of the wall. Now I'm unserviceable and able to break, what I got out of doing all this.. was nothing. It was a worthless cause, but my anger still swelled. When my suite mate found me, I was passed out on the floor.
I still haven't apoligized to everyone I wronged, instead I wasted my strength and body in frustration and anger.
After all that thinking I put on my combat gloves, lined in kevlar and ceramic knuckles. My wall is now torn apart, my knuckles are still bleeding, my wrist in broken, and the damage to my forearm has caused me to get a plate imbeded into the inner and outer portions to restrin a fracture. My right hand wrist and forearm are torn apart right now. When I could no longer relieve my anger on to my wall with my right hand, I placed my knee pads, and steel toed, and ceramic plated sides combat boots and kicked in my wall. I have succesfully torn about 12 feet out of my wall, and torn in through the kitchen. I broke my foot when I kicked in teh bull head corners, and almost fractured my knee when I tore into the rest of the wall. Now I'm unserviceable and able to break, what I got out of doing all this.. was nothing. It was a worthless cause, but my anger still swelled. When my suite mate found me, I was passed out on the floor.
I still haven't apoligized to everyone I wronged, instead I wasted my strength and body in frustration and anger.