The sweet subtle sound of two rounds silhouetting from an extended barrel is so dear to me now, as it sets my body a flame in it's rush for this thrill. The Thrill of the kill, what else can one hunger for except for the hunger for the lust of blood in the depths of it all. The poor unlucky bastard that came into my view found himself giving back to mother earth sooner than he had probably expected. If I was told to lay waste to the lands in front of me for the greater good I would do so. If I was told to lay waste to the lands behind me I would do so without hesitation nor a quiver in my step. It is that I do what I do to prevent the deaths of others, this is diplomacy in action. When talks are not enough, when an agreement for peace is not enough it is the actions of unregistered combat that we engage in to change the minds of those who do not wish to adhear to our demands. Anyone who opposes our demands will suffer defeat in land and pride. Lethal Iron, its all about how we deal down our punishments to those who would oppose us. Pil Sung, Certain Victory. It is our Aurora Aeternum that will drive everyone else away, send us not another soul to damn. This will be the end of freedom, when our wills are taken down. Freedom is not free, it costs the lives of the free to grant freedom to those who seek it. We are the pursuit of life, the end of sorrows pain and hunger. As the role of a solider must be played we will always seek to bring to others what we do not bring to ourselves. We will persist, we will not change face because of the tide of war, we will not change stripes because of the beckoning of losses, we will persist and endure because we live to let others bask in what life and time we give them. Peace is not accomplished through Talks, Negotiations, or Money. Peace is accomplished through unregistered combat, with unregistered deaths, and vigilant men and women who heed the call.
Criticize my actions, defy my will. I do not care to wish and listen anymore because I don't do what I can to protect you. I do what I can to protect your right to say this, I fight with the will of my see others survive the ages where they see their life at an end. Join in this fight or sit down and let me do what I must. Stop, just and sit back a moment and notice that you should enjoy the moments we let you continue with. Give it one more time, when all you want is to feel inside is some sort of comfort. We try, we strive to let you know that all I wanted was some compassion for the moment that I drown that you make what I do better. Do not criticize me for nothing when all that you want is comfort. I can not provide those who will hide with comfort that they will survive the next day when I am your will to survive. End my life then and the others that save you in your midst of defeat
Stop guarding yourself when you nothing to defend to night. Haunt me then in your voice, and put me to shame that what I do is for nothing. No one will want me if you- no I can not allow you be left in the cold. I have to severe your right to die. There is no one laughing, and you need to decide whether you will be haunted by the trappings of this life or let me be your sweet redemption. I want to know what tempts you because my way will compromise your ideal for a perfect life. You will not kneel to those you see higher, you will not begin your life in vain of another. Let my sacrifice be that part that you can remember why you decided to do what you are beckoned. You have nothing tonight that you can falter, only me and I will not let you decide that.
Deify the right for freedom, because people are generally good. All my devotion to save you, I am no longer afraid but all that you have stolen from me. You want to know why I fee so horrified, because I let my innocence die. I can't be pacified, because I won't be sleeping tonight. I only wanted a blessing, but now I'm clear on what I must do. I won't let them deify you, I won't let them get to you. You want to know why the passion has died, because we have only been living one lie. My power is fortified so that you will sleep tonight, don't label me as a renegade because we are not immortal. There is this time that I will send the will of the world to engage you, but you must endure because my devotion to your life will hold you until you are blinded. We are not blinded as long as there are those who will save this time that you choose to deify those ahead of you. It will not be a burden to any of us, when I will not let the idea of desdemonia consume you. Hide behind me, and I will soothe your waining heart and will to live.
When I am stricken down lift in my spirits and I will lift you in life. You walk to me in suffering and I will savor this moment. Like a blood stained hurricane, I will strike those those who would cripple you. Into the abyss I will jump to bring you once more. You don't know what your power has done to me, laughing in this haunt I will leave you relentless in your path. When your heart is broken come to me and I will take you into the shadows where you can restore your faith. With my feet I will run, run and save your will. Survive and outlive me because I won't live forever. I will live long enough to end your suffering, and need not another to tell. Let me feel this time everything in this life and dimension before I am stricken down to show you what left you have. I can't let you go, but I can let you change this that you seem to hate.
I am still alive, but how long must I suffer. Never again will I be reminded of living with the world of cheating. It is my obligation to not allow the choices of others to once more destroy everything. The thing I treasure most in life will not be taken away, I will never change my self to submit to failure. I will make the greatest the sacrifice, because redemption is not worth it. I'm alive and I can not consider your sin to be my anger. My heart and salvation, without being blessed I will plunder into madness and go into the pains for you. There will never be a reason why I will the death of myself. Understand that my sacrifice for you is all I care to see, when your there at your knees know you are not a slave to life. No more games, if I hold my anger inside, I'm bleeding inside. No sore digressions. The thing I treasure most in life can not be away, I will not surrender send me to the depths of sin and I will come back to your prediction of life in it's own. Still walking I turn to face you, and with that last bit of life you will see what I have become for you.
Tell me that you hate me, that you love me I don't care. My world is loaded and ready to go. One hundred more into the blind mist, and I will not have sound. Stop pretending that people what world wide reknown, when searching for the answers surround yourself with what I feel. It doesn't have any sense that will fail. Do not look for answers your afraid to know. As lifve are thrown away, I question what I search for. I don't want to know, but I will find the answer killing myself to show you what life is. A a countless number of deaths I will see, I must still roll up my sleeves and give to you. All the horrid images of wonder will be given to you, even if you will hate me for it. Still it will not be you who suffers.
Fate is so unkind. I am not, I am kind to you and will save you from your pains. Why because it is myself who will always survive. I must stand and wait for you, I may never know when it will be my time. I almost considered pleasures evil, but someone granted me reprieve. Into nothing, I will be left nothing. Stand next to me, so I can show you what your terminal life will lead to. Overburdened, close your eyes and my life will end. A tragedy, no it will be you who listens to yourself and commit what sacrifice for me that will lead me back. Do not wait for me because I will wait for you, persist and stay motivated. My heart is terminal to love, and I am not worth it. Fate will kill me but you will let me leave. Reap what I have sown and you will get those just rewards. As I feel now my life will continue until you see that I am no longer enough. I can save you, and I can destroy myself. Come and stand overburdened with me and I will take those burdens. As a one who has yet to see the end myself I shall wait. No one shall have to suffer because of me.
Yes they know that your full of hate, but I do not. Pain me and laugh yourself. Color your mind, and let it be cold. Do not be dead inside I will be the one who ends your loneliness. I will call to you, and you will not respond. Do not hurt yourself, hurt me because I will hurt if it is you who suffers. Slowly I will recall why I do everything I can to forget the pains put on to me. let me recall your actions and love them. Don't run from me, I've been hiding your pain because I don't want to scare you. Slowly recall in your mind, why your so cold and change it to live. Your war is my war, and I will change it to exact your peace.
Forgive me if I scare you, I only mean to help you. I am no dead man yet, and you are no nightmare. To the final fire we build together I will not be the final image in your mind. I do love you, and that will never change.
I must of been a thousand dreams that I have had, but you were the prize that sought. A million screams and I will save none. There is no way that the fires that I light will burn into the night. There are too many people for you to not know what confusion we live in. These hands you are given use them and make my life worth living. A won't be your super hero, but I will be a power that loses control. This is the time and place embrace me once more.
The right to recover your sacred life will the death of a solider. Start asking why because I won't have the time to do so. The battles that consume us are not far from over. A moral scherade. I'm sick of your lies, tell me the truth and tell me everything I'm tired of dying without your words.
Redefine your pains, and I will seek to make them right once more. failing with an unknown way is a hurricane of the conscious decision. Memories don't lie, because those who have fallen for you will still be there. Do my deceive me or is everything I've done for not. I have fallen once more, and shake with a fever or deception. Do not disassemble my life so I can reconfigure it. Do my ears deceive me once more, anger and pain. It is not just that I can not hear you, so I will regain it all to be redeemed by you. Do not be frightened by the sound of my foot steps, I will stand and fight because I'm not afraid to die. You and me tonight, please do not let the world decieve me. Just leave me to fall. Let me fall and I will pick myself up just to be saved by you.
Be greedy of my aura, so I may feed your avarice and make you complete. Everyone wants the same sin, but I will hold your sin high. Take these chains away and be my ends for hunger. Make me human, I will not die because of your pains and suffering. I will die because of the lives drenched in flame that I must heed to. Be my ends, and take away my restraints so I can see you once more. I love you in all your many forms and ways. See what I am becoming and change me. Filter me, I will save my anger and let it make me stronger. There are only a few moments in which you will still chain me, but let your greed to chain me once more lift you. In time I will be your savior if you let me into your heart. A thousand deaths and I will still be here. Sell my will, and I will not continue. One more god damn day when I know when the night will come. Mark me as a sinner, and I will end evil because it will disturb those. The sight of my thousand deaths will spark you, so let it be me the power that unrestrains you. I will deliver the night so you may change it to day. Pleasure and Pain, I am both.
Love, Anguish, and Life
Criticize my actions, defy my will. I do not care to wish and listen anymore because I don't do what I can to protect you. I do what I can to protect your right to say this, I fight with the will of my see others survive the ages where they see their life at an end. Join in this fight or sit down and let me do what I must. Stop, just and sit back a moment and notice that you should enjoy the moments we let you continue with. Give it one more time, when all you want is to feel inside is some sort of comfort. We try, we strive to let you know that all I wanted was some compassion for the moment that I drown that you make what I do better. Do not criticize me for nothing when all that you want is comfort. I can not provide those who will hide with comfort that they will survive the next day when I am your will to survive. End my life then and the others that save you in your midst of defeat
Stop guarding yourself when you nothing to defend to night. Haunt me then in your voice, and put me to shame that what I do is for nothing. No one will want me if you- no I can not allow you be left in the cold. I have to severe your right to die. There is no one laughing, and you need to decide whether you will be haunted by the trappings of this life or let me be your sweet redemption. I want to know what tempts you because my way will compromise your ideal for a perfect life. You will not kneel to those you see higher, you will not begin your life in vain of another. Let my sacrifice be that part that you can remember why you decided to do what you are beckoned. You have nothing tonight that you can falter, only me and I will not let you decide that.
Deify the right for freedom, because people are generally good. All my devotion to save you, I am no longer afraid but all that you have stolen from me. You want to know why I fee so horrified, because I let my innocence die. I can't be pacified, because I won't be sleeping tonight. I only wanted a blessing, but now I'm clear on what I must do. I won't let them deify you, I won't let them get to you. You want to know why the passion has died, because we have only been living one lie. My power is fortified so that you will sleep tonight, don't label me as a renegade because we are not immortal. There is this time that I will send the will of the world to engage you, but you must endure because my devotion to your life will hold you until you are blinded. We are not blinded as long as there are those who will save this time that you choose to deify those ahead of you. It will not be a burden to any of us, when I will not let the idea of desdemonia consume you. Hide behind me, and I will soothe your waining heart and will to live.
When I am stricken down lift in my spirits and I will lift you in life. You walk to me in suffering and I will savor this moment. Like a blood stained hurricane, I will strike those those who would cripple you. Into the abyss I will jump to bring you once more. You don't know what your power has done to me, laughing in this haunt I will leave you relentless in your path. When your heart is broken come to me and I will take you into the shadows where you can restore your faith. With my feet I will run, run and save your will. Survive and outlive me because I won't live forever. I will live long enough to end your suffering, and need not another to tell. Let me feel this time everything in this life and dimension before I am stricken down to show you what left you have. I can't let you go, but I can let you change this that you seem to hate.
I am still alive, but how long must I suffer. Never again will I be reminded of living with the world of cheating. It is my obligation to not allow the choices of others to once more destroy everything. The thing I treasure most in life will not be taken away, I will never change my self to submit to failure. I will make the greatest the sacrifice, because redemption is not worth it. I'm alive and I can not consider your sin to be my anger. My heart and salvation, without being blessed I will plunder into madness and go into the pains for you. There will never be a reason why I will the death of myself. Understand that my sacrifice for you is all I care to see, when your there at your knees know you are not a slave to life. No more games, if I hold my anger inside, I'm bleeding inside. No sore digressions. The thing I treasure most in life can not be away, I will not surrender send me to the depths of sin and I will come back to your prediction of life in it's own. Still walking I turn to face you, and with that last bit of life you will see what I have become for you.
Tell me that you hate me, that you love me I don't care. My world is loaded and ready to go. One hundred more into the blind mist, and I will not have sound. Stop pretending that people what world wide reknown, when searching for the answers surround yourself with what I feel. It doesn't have any sense that will fail. Do not look for answers your afraid to know. As lifve are thrown away, I question what I search for. I don't want to know, but I will find the answer killing myself to show you what life is. A a countless number of deaths I will see, I must still roll up my sleeves and give to you. All the horrid images of wonder will be given to you, even if you will hate me for it. Still it will not be you who suffers.
Fate is so unkind. I am not, I am kind to you and will save you from your pains. Why because it is myself who will always survive. I must stand and wait for you, I may never know when it will be my time. I almost considered pleasures evil, but someone granted me reprieve. Into nothing, I will be left nothing. Stand next to me, so I can show you what your terminal life will lead to. Overburdened, close your eyes and my life will end. A tragedy, no it will be you who listens to yourself and commit what sacrifice for me that will lead me back. Do not wait for me because I will wait for you, persist and stay motivated. My heart is terminal to love, and I am not worth it. Fate will kill me but you will let me leave. Reap what I have sown and you will get those just rewards. As I feel now my life will continue until you see that I am no longer enough. I can save you, and I can destroy myself. Come and stand overburdened with me and I will take those burdens. As a one who has yet to see the end myself I shall wait. No one shall have to suffer because of me.
Yes they know that your full of hate, but I do not. Pain me and laugh yourself. Color your mind, and let it be cold. Do not be dead inside I will be the one who ends your loneliness. I will call to you, and you will not respond. Do not hurt yourself, hurt me because I will hurt if it is you who suffers. Slowly I will recall why I do everything I can to forget the pains put on to me. let me recall your actions and love them. Don't run from me, I've been hiding your pain because I don't want to scare you. Slowly recall in your mind, why your so cold and change it to live. Your war is my war, and I will change it to exact your peace.
Forgive me if I scare you, I only mean to help you. I am no dead man yet, and you are no nightmare. To the final fire we build together I will not be the final image in your mind. I do love you, and that will never change.
I must of been a thousand dreams that I have had, but you were the prize that sought. A million screams and I will save none. There is no way that the fires that I light will burn into the night. There are too many people for you to not know what confusion we live in. These hands you are given use them and make my life worth living. A won't be your super hero, but I will be a power that loses control. This is the time and place embrace me once more.
The right to recover your sacred life will the death of a solider. Start asking why because I won't have the time to do so. The battles that consume us are not far from over. A moral scherade. I'm sick of your lies, tell me the truth and tell me everything I'm tired of dying without your words.
Redefine your pains, and I will seek to make them right once more. failing with an unknown way is a hurricane of the conscious decision. Memories don't lie, because those who have fallen for you will still be there. Do my deceive me or is everything I've done for not. I have fallen once more, and shake with a fever or deception. Do not disassemble my life so I can reconfigure it. Do my ears deceive me once more, anger and pain. It is not just that I can not hear you, so I will regain it all to be redeemed by you. Do not be frightened by the sound of my foot steps, I will stand and fight because I'm not afraid to die. You and me tonight, please do not let the world decieve me. Just leave me to fall. Let me fall and I will pick myself up just to be saved by you.
Be greedy of my aura, so I may feed your avarice and make you complete. Everyone wants the same sin, but I will hold your sin high. Take these chains away and be my ends for hunger. Make me human, I will not die because of your pains and suffering. I will die because of the lives drenched in flame that I must heed to. Be my ends, and take away my restraints so I can see you once more. I love you in all your many forms and ways. See what I am becoming and change me. Filter me, I will save my anger and let it make me stronger. There are only a few moments in which you will still chain me, but let your greed to chain me once more lift you. In time I will be your savior if you let me into your heart. A thousand deaths and I will still be here. Sell my will, and I will not continue. One more god damn day when I know when the night will come. Mark me as a sinner, and I will end evil because it will disturb those. The sight of my thousand deaths will spark you, so let it be me the power that unrestrains you. I will deliver the night so you may change it to day. Pleasure and Pain, I am both.
Love, Anguish, and Life