I'm kind of depressed. My new boyfriend and I were supposed to hangout tonight but I had to work late.
It's nice having someone. People think I'm nuts for going into a new relationship two days after the last one ended. I don't think I'd be doing very well otherwise though.
The relationship I had before my last one last five months. In that case I deicded that he seemed more interested in his music than being with me (weeks would go by without us seeing eachother) so I decided I was going to break it off with him. Before I even told him I started seeing the guy who just broke up with me (apparently to be free and single and be with other woman - I was the first person he dated since his divorce).
Ours was never that great of a relationship. We didn't have much in common and there was a ten years age gap. Despite all of this I thought it was nice having someone around and simply having someone steadily in my life to share things with and be close too was enough for me.
We had lots of problems though. For example he had erectile disfunction and couldn't last longer than a few minutes. I found this frustrating and now and then brought it to his attention.
Apparenly he's been asking girls out at MY JOB which I think is just disgusting.
Anyway I have a new boyfriend, Nic. Nic is a lot different from Jon. He seems just as frisky as me. He seems to be interested in the same things I'm interested in. More over he seems genuinely interested in spending quality time with me.
I can't help having the slightess bit of post-break up paranoia and I intend to be careful and protect myself emotionally while still maintaining a functioning relationship with Nic. I'm crossing my fingers.
It's nice having someone. People think I'm nuts for going into a new relationship two days after the last one ended. I don't think I'd be doing very well otherwise though.
The relationship I had before my last one last five months. In that case I deicded that he seemed more interested in his music than being with me (weeks would go by without us seeing eachother) so I decided I was going to break it off with him. Before I even told him I started seeing the guy who just broke up with me (apparently to be free and single and be with other woman - I was the first person he dated since his divorce).
Ours was never that great of a relationship. We didn't have much in common and there was a ten years age gap. Despite all of this I thought it was nice having someone around and simply having someone steadily in my life to share things with and be close too was enough for me.
We had lots of problems though. For example he had erectile disfunction and couldn't last longer than a few minutes. I found this frustrating and now and then brought it to his attention.
Apparenly he's been asking girls out at MY JOB which I think is just disgusting.
Anyway I have a new boyfriend, Nic. Nic is a lot different from Jon. He seems just as frisky as me. He seems to be interested in the same things I'm interested in. More over he seems genuinely interested in spending quality time with me.
I can't help having the slightess bit of post-break up paranoia and I intend to be careful and protect myself emotionally while still maintaining a functioning relationship with Nic. I'm crossing my fingers.
dalonghair:
good luck, girl. i hope it works out for you.