I dread all of this. It's why I only do photography and music. I can stand in front of thousands, sober, without being nervous and rock the fuck out. I can make love in front of a camera, but what I can't stand is me wandering around a set and then getting roped into someone's film. Someone just throwing lines at me and thinking Im just gonna go into character... what is that? I dont really wanna do this film at all, let alone play someone else's version of mad man who kills his chick. I am thinking of backing out. I am a punk rock musician, a very pissed off one who has quit cigarettes cold turkey right now. I dont wanna act, I dont wanna do anything besides eat and sleep and be pissed off.
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