Living with spinal nerve damage, you learn to work around a lot of limitations, others though, they just beat you down. Without the support of family and friends. Sometimes, the struggle is almost too much. Especially when you get lost in memories of how truly free you used to be, and how comparatively easy it was to just simply not be alone.
This post is really just me speaking my mind, expressing myself. With no expectation of anyone actually reading it. Because, really, I'm not an attractive woman, I'm not even a woman.
Seriously. I'm approaching 40. I'm 5'11" and currently 120kg. That's some 240lbs. I've let myself go. Because I flat out haven't cared, or had reason to care in a long time. Last few months,
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avrora:
maybe it is time to stop avoid? Be yourself, and let the situation go as it goes :)
outcasto:
It went predictably down the drain. Hahahaha. She went clubbing after we all left. Hooked up with some guy she met there, photos everywhere. Along with a polite cancellation. I guess it pays to be more forward and proactive. But that's just not me. So I'll just continue being me, doing my own low key thing.
caraphernelia:
that burger looks good :o
outcasto:
That burger is mind altering. The Japanese fried chicken, the bacon, the wasabi mayo. Seriously. Just mind altering.
kinich:
It´s awesome!
outcasto:
@kinich it required a suitably awesome facial expression when I did it.
Well. Yesterday's lunch to be honest. Went to a mates Japanese bar and eatery type place. I'd call it more than a cafe, but less than a restaurant. I've been itching to try the Katsu burger since I first saw it on a garlic bun a while back. (The black buns with sesame on them!). But they'd run out of the garlic buns. I was a little disappointed, but, the Japanese buns were amazing. I wound up getting the Katsu burger and the JFC (Japanese Fried Chicken) burger, because, well, because I wanted the Katsu, but the JFC in general is great there, and to see it in a burger, with wasabi mayo, I just had to try that. Told Brett to just surprise me with the beer. So. He gave me an Asahi Black beer. Needless to say. Challenge accepted. Challenge completed. I skipped dinner, was stuffed from lunch.