I think now that I will be having more time the prospect of girls and girlfriends is getting increasingly evident.
I know that girls aren't going to be pining after me for my looks, which is something that I can understand, but honestly i think there is enouch of me to make up for it in other areas. So really I think the main reason why I haven't got a girlfriend is because I just don't know how to play the game. That's the problem with this whole situation, I don't know where to start.
I mean my love interests have always lead me down a twisted and terrible path of unreciprocal feelings on one end or another. I just wish I could feel for someone and they could feel about me. This sort of thing has been so arare a find that I think I might be someone who only is attracted to the unnattainable. Bottom line, it's stupid of me to think that it's my unnattractiveness that's kept me from getting a girlfriend. I know A LOT of guys that have had more relations ships than me but really just haven't had a quarter of what i bring to the table.
I think the biggest reasons why it hasn't worked out is because I naturally show a defensivness towards relationships so thus people don't think i'm interested. And the other being that I simply have a problem relating to people. I mean, maybe i'm just full of shit, but i see a lot of detrumental qualities in the people surrounding me; to the point where i don't see any form of compatability happening.
Maybe I'm picky.
Maybe I want to fall and love and get laid.
I don't feel comfortable damnit. It's been too damn long for a shmuck like me to not have figured out why he hasn't had a relationship in a LONG while.
I know that girls aren't going to be pining after me for my looks, which is something that I can understand, but honestly i think there is enouch of me to make up for it in other areas. So really I think the main reason why I haven't got a girlfriend is because I just don't know how to play the game. That's the problem with this whole situation, I don't know where to start.
I mean my love interests have always lead me down a twisted and terrible path of unreciprocal feelings on one end or another. I just wish I could feel for someone and they could feel about me. This sort of thing has been so arare a find that I think I might be someone who only is attracted to the unnattainable. Bottom line, it's stupid of me to think that it's my unnattractiveness that's kept me from getting a girlfriend. I know A LOT of guys that have had more relations ships than me but really just haven't had a quarter of what i bring to the table.
I think the biggest reasons why it hasn't worked out is because I naturally show a defensivness towards relationships so thus people don't think i'm interested. And the other being that I simply have a problem relating to people. I mean, maybe i'm just full of shit, but i see a lot of detrumental qualities in the people surrounding me; to the point where i don't see any form of compatability happening.
Maybe I'm picky.
Maybe I want to fall and love and get laid.
I don't feel comfortable damnit. It's been too damn long for a shmuck like me to not have figured out why he hasn't had a relationship in a LONG while.
Come have some beer with us this Saturday (May 7th).We will be doing interviews for the documentary. Feel free to participate or just hang out and meet people. We should be pretty easy to spot. Just look for the nerdy girls with lots of camera equipment. For more details check out www.blindambition-punks.com
The Darbuster/Slackers show is at the living room on the 14th. Both bands are awesome. You should go.