I really want to write something positive, and the best writers can draw from all kinds of scenarios, real or imaginary.
I lack that level of intelligence...so I'll try and make this as un-me, as possible?
I just want to say thanks to everyone on Chat, I don't have the best life (I don't have the worst either I know, but when you're so anger filled and pent on agression, its easy to lay ignorance to the fact that the world doesn't revolve around you....even when you're calling yourself the insignificant speck of shit on the heel of life's size 9's like the needy attention seeking whore I pretend not to be.) But Chat is a welcome part of my day that I look forward to and you wonderful people, make my stay far more plesant than I make yours i'm sure. I have no idea what the future has in store for me, or how long i'm gonna be around but I'm enjoying every moment in your company for as long as it lasts.
One day I'll have to grow up, move out, find my own place,do my own thing, and as an uneducated person who didn't go to uni, this fucking terrifies me. I'm not world wise, I don't know street smarts, will I be be overcharged for a grotty run down apartment? (I live in burmingham so the answer to that will probably be yes.) The government doesn't really cater for singletons, couples, parents, married folk, these are the ones who split their monthly bills, I have visions of declaring myself backrupt within a half year. Thheres that saying shit or get off the pot, I feel like the indecisive kid who's waited too long that it's alrealy making it's way down my thighs.
Okay I'm not really sure where to end this and I've managed to drift away from my original intentions, I hate having a brain as aimless as mine.
I lack that level of intelligence...so I'll try and make this as un-me, as possible?
I just want to say thanks to everyone on Chat, I don't have the best life (I don't have the worst either I know, but when you're so anger filled and pent on agression, its easy to lay ignorance to the fact that the world doesn't revolve around you....even when you're calling yourself the insignificant speck of shit on the heel of life's size 9's like the needy attention seeking whore I pretend not to be.) But Chat is a welcome part of my day that I look forward to and you wonderful people, make my stay far more plesant than I make yours i'm sure. I have no idea what the future has in store for me, or how long i'm gonna be around but I'm enjoying every moment in your company for as long as it lasts.
One day I'll have to grow up, move out, find my own place,do my own thing, and as an uneducated person who didn't go to uni, this fucking terrifies me. I'm not world wise, I don't know street smarts, will I be be overcharged for a grotty run down apartment? (I live in burmingham so the answer to that will probably be yes.) The government doesn't really cater for singletons, couples, parents, married folk, these are the ones who split their monthly bills, I have visions of declaring myself backrupt within a half year. Thheres that saying shit or get off the pot, I feel like the indecisive kid who's waited too long that it's alrealy making it's way down my thighs.
Okay I'm not really sure where to end this and I've managed to drift away from my original intentions, I hate having a brain as aimless as mine.
Find something you like doing and give it ago. For the record I didn't go to Uni either and chat is a good release.