I'm getting fat.. and maybe I could get used to this.. my clothes aren't fitting me very well, or they are fitting me too well.. and i've been drinking so much every night and being alone for hours.. smoking cigarettes too, which is something I quit four years ago, but somehow with the move out here i've started up again. I keep having a strange muscle spasm in my leg... eww, it feels gross.
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[Edited on May 16, 2005 10:09PM]