***drunk posting ****
So i am drunk! hooray! i was asked out by a acquaintance of mine to celebrate anti-valentines day. my acquaintance is very pretty yet has stated numerous times i am not her type....no problem here. i assume that with everyone i come into contact with. but we hung out and just had a good time! we joked how i was a 2 on her scale out of ten. 3 when shes drunk. lol . we hung out and i of course sang some karaoke. it was a roller derby event which means ladies were the majority. i got the eye from a few nebraska derby gals. made me feel better. I also decided that i am tired of being in the state my last relaionship left me. So.... since my companion for the night wanted friendship solely (i know because i flirted around the topic enough lol ) i decided that a derby girl i have had a crush on for a year or better was open for me to approach. I was afraid til she remarked on how good i looked after losing so much weight. ***always a confidence booster*** i then told her i really neede her number cuz i had always wanted to call and arrange something. she gave me her number but at first seemed confused since i was out on the town with my gal pal whom i was celebrating anti valentines with. i tried to alleviate her fears and told her i would call her tommorrow about a meeting. I am so excited right now!!!
this might sound stupid to anyone outside the story but i felt like my old dad was pushing me along today. towards something better. he always was the aldies man and i a pale shadow of the amn himself, but today i felt unstoppable. i feel its my old man pushing me towards, in the least, being more open to change.
well in a few hours i gotta call mentioned girl and see what might transpire.
wish me luck.
~E
So i am drunk! hooray! i was asked out by a acquaintance of mine to celebrate anti-valentines day. my acquaintance is very pretty yet has stated numerous times i am not her type....no problem here. i assume that with everyone i come into contact with. but we hung out and just had a good time! we joked how i was a 2 on her scale out of ten. 3 when shes drunk. lol . we hung out and i of course sang some karaoke. it was a roller derby event which means ladies were the majority. i got the eye from a few nebraska derby gals. made me feel better. I also decided that i am tired of being in the state my last relaionship left me. So.... since my companion for the night wanted friendship solely (i know because i flirted around the topic enough lol ) i decided that a derby girl i have had a crush on for a year or better was open for me to approach. I was afraid til she remarked on how good i looked after losing so much weight. ***always a confidence booster*** i then told her i really neede her number cuz i had always wanted to call and arrange something. she gave me her number but at first seemed confused since i was out on the town with my gal pal whom i was celebrating anti valentines with. i tried to alleviate her fears and told her i would call her tommorrow about a meeting. I am so excited right now!!!
this might sound stupid to anyone outside the story but i felt like my old dad was pushing me along today. towards something better. he always was the aldies man and i a pale shadow of the amn himself, but today i felt unstoppable. i feel its my old man pushing me towards, in the least, being more open to change.
well in a few hours i gotta call mentioned girl and see what might transpire.
wish me luck.
~E